stinkerbell

I am sorry I have not updated this sooner.

My adventure started last Thursday, when I thought that I got food posioning at work. It turns out that it was the start of what has been the worst time in my adult life.

I have Gallstones and they are moving. Monday after a day in the ER, where I started as I think that I am having a heart attack to being inches away from death to being a total changed person.

I may have to have an operation to remove the gallbladder but what is wrong it is pushing up against my liver. Yea, I am so messed up.

I feel better. I have a lot of pain and have been living on pain killers. I have a foogy mind. I lost 1/2 week at work and found out my "friend" is a back stabbing control freak who is after my job. When I should have taken the week off, I found myself going into work to make sure that my job is being done right.

I am not a bitchy person. I am just sad that a week of my life is gone. I had plans, gone. I have not talked to those most important to me. Because I have been so out of it.

I have been going to bed at 5pm.

The question is will I get better? Oh hell yea. I am about to embark on my 6th caffine free day. Yea, no caffine and that sucks ass.

I just wanted to let you know that I miss you all and I will be ok. I am going to write more as I get better.