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Today, two of the most wonderful SG members are celebrating their 16th wedding anniversary. So make sure you go wishkrissandnot_tom Happy Anniversary. You two are amazing and I adore both of you. Even though I dont say it enough, you two are an inspiration to me and targes on true love and happy marriage.

Well, in short this has been one hell of a week. It came to a head yesterday with 2 minor panic attacks and one major one, that left me in bed most of the night in a xanax haze.

Last Friday, I talked for almost 2 hours to my sister Kim, and she caught me up on all her family and my mother has been up too. Not too bad of a thing, but still ~ weekend super busy ~ Monday night, Targes and I spent 8 1/2 hours in the emergency room, I have never been so scared or so worried in my life. He starts to show signs of improvment I am starting to relax and then the thing that pushed me over the edge. A former friend - hince forth to be known as FF has decided that even though I have not talked nor attempted to make any contact with her in two years, called my agency (we work for the same place and for the same agency) and complain that I am harassing her and making it uncomfortable. Which lead to me getting the what is going on and please dont bother her phone call. So I told, my agency the truth, I have not talked to her in 2 years and would treat her with the respect of any other co worker. Hopefully this will resolve the situation. It did make me laugh.

I have to go as it is an early day today....

Love to all

B ~ who is very, very happy despite a tough week. that which does not kill us makes us stronger