stingray

JESUS! i just came back from having a long relaxing holiday with my friends and to be honest i came back a little more tired, also had to deal with a "situation" there, kinda hard for some people to understand, but when your boyfriend's best friend ever`s girl friend is a total biatch to you and all you do is try to be nice to everone things can get a little stressfull and then you stop enjoying yourself a little bit, maybe, and probably because im the kind of person who LOVES armony it gets harder for me to just go and say FUCK OFF, which is exactly what i wanted to do, but i thought about what the consequences of it would be and i figured that MAYBE just maybe, sometimes is easier to stay calm and keep your head up by not being like others in some cases...
all those uncomfortable things made me think a lot about everyone i love and the peace i get when im surrounded by MY FRIENDS or family and how important that is...
thank god i just missed my best friend as never before and im HAPPY to see her again and think of the good things one gets through friends