So here I sit at my place of work (some of you may know of it now) with my 3rd pint in front of me after a 10hr shift and wonder why I do it to myself.... Then I remember that life is never as kind as you want and dealing with it is never as easy as you need. Apart from that I am dealing with a massive lack of sleep due to my gf being sick and I suspect she is still at mine because she detests being alone especially when sick... Which means lack of sleep for when I wake up tomorrow for an 11hr shift. So if you hear about someone from Melbourne who just decided to go rampart on Saturday night you know know why....... I know I whinge and complain on this site but frankly it's the only medium I have that can never get back to my family as much as no one will read it at least it is now off my chest. Now that's over I'll finish this and head home to see what awaits me there
