i are sleepy. we moved into our apartment...luckily the air conditioning isn't working so it's hot and humid and disgusting in here. boo. i need a nap i think...
i have a huge crush on Kat Von D
i am TOTALLY on Team Lauren...Spencer should fall off a goddamn cliff.
i love wedding planning
i can't wait until friday: me, dani, andrew, CaptainDowntown and awesomeness. end of story.
i am TOTALLY on Team Lauren...Spencer should fall off a goddamn cliff.
i love wedding planning
i can't wait until friday: me, dani, andrew, CaptainDowntown and awesomeness. end of story.
it_thing_hard_on:
This your wedding we're talking about here?
nikonphoto80:
what is team Lauren?
Whose wedding you planning?
I hope you and the boy have a great time.
Whose wedding you planning?
I hope you and the boy have a great time.
i have an infected foot
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nikonphoto80:
are you going to be ok? 
noone03:
shittie. 
hope they don't have to take it.
hope they don't have to take it.
went to the bristol renaissance faire w/ my mommy today. ummm AMAZING! i love that place soooo much. and, to top it off, i got Chinese for dinner AND it's shark week. i love being me.
amelia:
LOL that sounds awesome! ...shark week is also cool especially if you are watching cash cab...I'm in CU too!
nikonphoto80:
What kind of cool stuff do they do at the renaissance faire?
only 6 more days until Boss comes back. i'm missing him a lot but 6 days is practically nothing. he's been gone since july 16th. but we're used to long distance so whatever.
only 2 more weeks of work. i can't wait to get back to the C-U. hear that everyone? i'll actually spend time online and stop neglecting you all!!!!
only 2 more weeks of work. i can't wait to get back to the C-U. hear that everyone? i'll actually spend time online and stop neglecting you all!!!!
i'm losing weight...i think. i'd like to get down to 125 but as long as i like the general way i look i don't really care. i have too much muscle to weigh that little. i want a flat tummy and smaller hips/thighs. we'll see what i actually get. so long B cups, helloooooo A's
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it_thing_hard_on:
I gotta wait five weeks?!
nikonphoto80:
Well I have to say that you look really beautiful the way you look now, but you got to do what you got to do. just remember muscle ways more then fat.
i'm never around. ever. my dad saw my hip tattoo. boo. i need sleeeeep
it_thing_hard_on:
I've noticed that. And don't think I'm too happy about it. 
nikonphoto80:
we miss you.
sorry, i hope he didn't get to mad at you.
sorry, i hope he didn't get to mad at you.
soooooo tired
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it_thing_hard_on:
Fuck! You found the fatal flaw in my plan. Olive Garden is the only place you can eat those three things and still gain weight. 
nikonphoto80:
me to, working 6 days a week is killing me.
i have 'rehab' stuck in my head like crazy
i have the urge to look pretty and smell really good
if only my stupid stomach would cooperate with my life plans
i think it's time for my dad to get home...
i have the urge to look pretty and smell really good
if only my stupid stomach would cooperate with my life plans
i think it's time for my dad to get home...
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noone03:
mean stomachs suck!
nikonphoto80:
Sorry if I missed anything important in your journals in the last week and a half but my chinchilla ran away and was gone for 9 days but now he is back safe in his home.
Well you always look good
I hope everything is ok.
Sorry if I missed anything important in your journals in the last week and a half but my chinchilla ran away and was gone for 9 days but now he is back safe in his home.
Well you always look good
I hope everything is ok.
everything feels the same. something has GOT to change. i'm way tired of the sick feeling my stomach ALWAYS seems to have. no one is ever around. i'm always alone. not in a bullshit 'so lonely' way...i mean literally i'm always alone. at work, at home, going to work out, whatever. i need to change things up....need to be around new and different people.
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dickstarr:
What do you do for a living? Maybe you could try picking up a part time job at a coffee shop or movie theater. Light schedule (1 or 2 shifts per week), deals with the public and you may end up working with some cool peeps. Jobs like that normally come with some pretty nice perks too (like free movies or coffee and food). Hope you feel better, good luck with the changes. 
noone03:
alone time is nice, but too mcuh will drive you nuts. good luck w/ that.
sets are too long these days. half the girls don't even change expressions through the entire set. and for some sets to be rejected while the not so good ones make it? it's crap. i wanted to be a suicidegirl. but not anymore. the odds are too slim. it's like being snobby and blind at the same time. and yet i'm still paying...
f1ssure:
you would make an excellent suicidegirl. don't give up.
GAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
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espi:
Yeh, I could go with that.
nikonphoto80:
what is wrong?
You will have to take many, many showers.
Perhaps even start a shower-blog...