stinab

Thank you all for my birthday wishes!
I feel so loved.

I am starting to feel a little better. It has just been a very bad couple of weeks. Last week was very hard because the soon-to-be mister and I had a big disagreement (everything is wonderful now) and then I decided to quit posting pics on here (which was completely my decision, mainly because all you sexy beasts are all way too much temptation for me). I felt like I went through withdrawals from that. Crazy I know but I suddenly felt old and fat which is not what you want to feel right before your birthday. Then I went to El Paso to pick up my fiance's son and that brought back a flood of bad memories. I used to live there with my ex-husband. And tomorrow I have a custody hearing for my daughter which should go well but still nerve wracking. And this week I have homework every night and 2 tests and a final in my math class. Also last friday my salon was officially taken over by new owners and so its kinda like I started a new job because everything has changed.I'm excited about the changes though but it's still scary. And planning a wedding. And will have house guests on sunday for a week.
Sooooo....life has been ridiculous.
But whoever said living an extroardinary life was easy. I thrive in chaos most days, my fiance even calls me his "little chaos". But a little less would be nice.

And all in all I think this is the most any of you have ever known about me.