I was feeling really yucky earlier..
I woke up at 8 because ryan was going to the boston tattoo convention. I wouldh ave gone.. but my crowd phobias.. and junk just get me stressed. Sometiems its not so bad.. But I jsut want in the mood. And conventions.. unless im workign them.. its like rows of people examining each other. The shops want to look at all your body parts and pick apart the work.. the customers want to look at all your work and touch it.. and the photographers want you to get naked to photograph everything.. even if the peice is on your leg, they want you naked. Its a very abrasive feeling. And I jsut dont enjoy being hassled. So..
I tried to go back to sleep. But then Paddy came over and the dog flipped out. So i was up at 9. I shot a set for FridayWith my digital camera of joy and my new fancy lights. They shine at like 10 million degrees so it was a fun time. The pix came out good and i really cant wait to send them in so they can go up asap. ha
Its funny how good equiptment can make all the difference in teh world.
So.. went with Friday and Stobby to the fair. So trashy. Met up with nate.. almost had to fight an old lady because i stood in front of her at teh demolition dirby. Granted like 20 other people were standign in front of her too.. she only cared about me and actually went and tried to get soemoen to force me to move (withought askign me first). It jsut so happened that the person she asked was my friend.. who just invited me, friday and the crew up to the special balcony floor. F that old hag. ha. On our way out she pulled my friend aside to tell him thanks for forcing me to move. haha.. Stobbs was like " we should go wait outside the derby for her to come out" ahaha.. that would be sooo trashy.
So we went on soem shitty rides. Hung out with neice and nephews.. Ate soem shitty treats.. ate soem delicious maple syrup cotton candy.. Felt sick.
Went home.. met up with ryan.. then Rico and his lady friends.. and went to see the corpse bride. Which i liked a lot. It was kinda short.. but thats my jam. Short movies are better. (with the exception of lord of the rings)...
so its been an eventful nite..
I was kinda feeling grumpy.. but then i talked to my buddy Tao.. Whos awesome. And He unknowingly cheered me up. It seemes like ive been kidna sad a lot lately and my friends have been cheering me up on accident. Im really gratefull for the people i know.. and I apprecaite all teh nice things they say and do for me.. I dont think they always know how amazing of people they are.....
*sending out a thoughtwave.. hope work is going well...*
ps- danny.. if you spy on my journal.. miss talkign to you
I woke up at 8 because ryan was going to the boston tattoo convention. I wouldh ave gone.. but my crowd phobias.. and junk just get me stressed. Sometiems its not so bad.. But I jsut want in the mood. And conventions.. unless im workign them.. its like rows of people examining each other. The shops want to look at all your body parts and pick apart the work.. the customers want to look at all your work and touch it.. and the photographers want you to get naked to photograph everything.. even if the peice is on your leg, they want you naked. Its a very abrasive feeling. And I jsut dont enjoy being hassled. So..
I tried to go back to sleep. But then Paddy came over and the dog flipped out. So i was up at 9. I shot a set for FridayWith my digital camera of joy and my new fancy lights. They shine at like 10 million degrees so it was a fun time. The pix came out good and i really cant wait to send them in so they can go up asap. ha
Its funny how good equiptment can make all the difference in teh world.
So.. went with Friday and Stobby to the fair. So trashy. Met up with nate.. almost had to fight an old lady because i stood in front of her at teh demolition dirby. Granted like 20 other people were standign in front of her too.. she only cared about me and actually went and tried to get soemoen to force me to move (withought askign me first). It jsut so happened that the person she asked was my friend.. who just invited me, friday and the crew up to the special balcony floor. F that old hag. ha. On our way out she pulled my friend aside to tell him thanks for forcing me to move. haha.. Stobbs was like " we should go wait outside the derby for her to come out" ahaha.. that would be sooo trashy.
So we went on soem shitty rides. Hung out with neice and nephews.. Ate soem shitty treats.. ate soem delicious maple syrup cotton candy.. Felt sick.
Went home.. met up with ryan.. then Rico and his lady friends.. and went to see the corpse bride. Which i liked a lot. It was kinda short.. but thats my jam. Short movies are better. (with the exception of lord of the rings)...
so its been an eventful nite..
I was kinda feeling grumpy.. but then i talked to my buddy Tao.. Whos awesome. And He unknowingly cheered me up. It seemes like ive been kidna sad a lot lately and my friends have been cheering me up on accident. Im really gratefull for the people i know.. and I apprecaite all teh nice things they say and do for me.. I dont think they always know how amazing of people they are.....
*sending out a thoughtwave.. hope work is going well...*
ps- danny.. if you spy on my journal.. miss talkign to you
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brankauti:
You commentary on conventions makes me not want to go to any! I haven't been to any yet, but I was curious about how they go. I certaintly would like to visit one before I work one, just to know what I am getting myself into. But I also hate crowds and would likely be ready to explode by the end of the first day. I *hate* when people just walk up and start touching my tattoos. As though social rules don't apply if you have a tattoo and it makes your skin theirs for the oggling.
zahra:
im kinda pissed i didnt get to go - but at the same time a lot of people in the same place frighten and intimidate me.