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i don't really have much to say. but i'll try...thoughts -
1. people should stop trying to get life in order. just flounder. i find it works.
2. mochi should shut the fuck up.
3. i would like to buy the new macha cd but nobody seems to want me to have it.
4. i'm still in love.
5. be honest. always.
6. the government...
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1. people should stop trying to get life in order. just flounder. i find it works.
2. mochi should shut the fuck up.
3. i would like to buy the new macha cd but nobody seems to want me to have it.
4. i'm still in love.
5. be honest. always.
6. the government...
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pezboy7416:
1. on 3. i'm gonna get it cos noones here to tell me not to...i'll let you know how it is.....
2. on 4. you and ro both make me cry with your happiness, you both deserve it so much and it makes life for me easier knowing that you both have it. just don't lose it of lock in you closet..look at it every day and remember before.
3. on 5. why is this so hard for so many fucking people...fear is killing them all...
4. on 1. i was born to desire order.i killed that when i was kicked out. now i desier knowing why the suns still shining, why we can't see the wind, and why people let things that've fucked them up to keep them fucked up....let it go people, they're still contolling you..control yourself.
5. on 6. it already has, they're just scrambling now to keep up the facade.
6. i love you and we'll soon be the what we were supposed to be years ago.
2. on 4. you and ro both make me cry with your happiness, you both deserve it so much and it makes life for me easier knowing that you both have it. just don't lose it of lock in you closet..look at it every day and remember before.
3. on 5. why is this so hard for so many fucking people...fear is killing them all...
4. on 1. i was born to desire order.i killed that when i was kicked out. now i desier knowing why the suns still shining, why we can't see the wind, and why people let things that've fucked them up to keep them fucked up....let it go people, they're still contolling you..control yourself.
5. on 6. it already has, they're just scrambling now to keep up the facade.
6. i love you and we'll soon be the what we were supposed to be years ago.
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pezboy7416:
sunday is the day....the day of ghettos and inking old skool baby...
call me.
call me.
pezboy7416:
she's talking about the bonus.......it's also on that morr comp i burned for you....a long time ago.....missing you too!...do you ever talk to amy?..she sends me missing messages via keyboard and fingertips today as well....not sure still what's going on or now what i want to be or what is or what was or anything...........slightly askew but trying to see.........love.
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alphadrone:
I dunno, I just got on here...it's a bit lacking in interactivity, i suppose. To answer your question, I'm in Los Feliz. Actually, I live really close to Zen, where we've been doing a residency this month. What's your band called?
pezboy7416:
and all of us orphans are finding out where home was all along....... with each other... but the sun keeps us warm and the salt air keeps our eyes from getting to o o hazy so we can see all there is inside and all that there will be.
i hate who i am. i hate who you are even more.
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franandzooey:
Hey that really hurts!
How have ya' been? How's the band???
How have ya' been? How's the band???
pezboy7416:
now comes the same times we've both seen before
all of these questions i'm spewing forth
out of my eyes my ears into your arms, i know it's alot to hold
there's just too many problems, with everything i know
and yes i do still want to save them all, from themselves
and no i don't know why, probably something to do
with the cross the doves and the thorny crown
that's been pressed onto my head from the time that i could read and taught to live my life to be what he was to them
they tell me now that they didn't know what to do
and i heard them say that no they don't know if it's all true
all i know is that i'm trying to only focus on the ones who i love and it sometimes feels so hard to keep pushing myself
when i feel so out of touch from all i knew from all i had
from the echo's and honda's, vw's and 2 dollar burittos
to the best friend i've ever known and only one i love
these invisible wires we try to scream through
to tell of all our pains and joys are growing so thin
and it's starting to scare the life out of me
i just hope when the day comes for my journey to the west
that it'll still be there all that we've had but put on hold
while we're both trying to prove ourselves to ourselves.
all of these questions i'm spewing forth
out of my eyes my ears into your arms, i know it's alot to hold
there's just too many problems, with everything i know
and yes i do still want to save them all, from themselves
and no i don't know why, probably something to do
with the cross the doves and the thorny crown
that's been pressed onto my head from the time that i could read and taught to live my life to be what he was to them
they tell me now that they didn't know what to do
and i heard them say that no they don't know if it's all true
all i know is that i'm trying to only focus on the ones who i love and it sometimes feels so hard to keep pushing myself
when i feel so out of touch from all i knew from all i had
from the echo's and honda's, vw's and 2 dollar burittos
to the best friend i've ever known and only one i love
these invisible wires we try to scream through
to tell of all our pains and joys are growing so thin
and it's starting to scare the life out of me
i just hope when the day comes for my journey to the west
that it'll still be there all that we've had but put on hold
while we're both trying to prove ourselves to ourselves.
passing thoughts...
my thoughts have passed. i woke up with that alone and nauseus feeling. like tomorrow just isn't going to happen. like crying into pillows. only i'm not alone. i've had this feeling on random mornings since i was a child. it never goes away. 'the simple pain of living'
yesterday B and i talked about the things we don't talk to people about....
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my thoughts have passed. i woke up with that alone and nauseus feeling. like tomorrow just isn't going to happen. like crying into pillows. only i'm not alone. i've had this feeling on random mornings since i was a child. it never goes away. 'the simple pain of living'
yesterday B and i talked about the things we don't talk to people about....
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happy birthday olive.
cupidvalentino:
hey man,
long time no post. good to see ur back on sg nowadays, but unfortunantley im on my way out. hope everything is well with you an all.
cheers
long time no post. good to see ur back on sg nowadays, but unfortunantley im on my way out. hope everything is well with you an all.
cheers
pezboy7416:
so what the fuck?....not gonna post any passing thoughts anymore?.....
a. loved her first cd she said more than any cd she's ever been given.....
quote"the sounds of the music can't stop the beating of my heart"....i'm on fucking cloud 35 right now!!!!
woo.hoo.
how are you? love you!
a. loved her first cd she said more than any cd she's ever been given.....
quote"the sounds of the music can't stop the beating of my heart"....i'm on fucking cloud 35 right now!!!!
woo.hoo.
how are you? love you!
i'm back...they got me. new mary set! a new deal. who can say no? now B and i can look at girls together. hot.
pezboy7416:
heh.....smiles come easier again.
i'm outta here...love you all. good-fuckin-bye.
well, i wish i had something real to say. i wish that my usual existential collapses and fits of nausea were more important these days. but the sad truth is that EVERYTHING in my life is washed out by the fact that i am stupid ass in love. sorry kids. love happens. it's real and it turns you into a dumb ass hopless wanna be...
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pezboy7416:
married sound like a different person...but it makes me smile.
and see that there's so much more to everything than we can ever see at one time.
love love love......!
and see that there's so much more to everything than we can ever see at one time.
love love love......!
not all of us are creeps!
kiss kiss.