ok. we made it to los angeles...trying to settle in. ben and renee are amazing for not only letting us stay with them but kickin ass driving us around looking for places to live and jobs to work.
i love it here...anyone out there know of a reasonably priced place for people who make shit loads of noise to live??
traveling across the country was...
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i love it here...anyone out there know of a reasonably priced place for people who make shit loads of noise to live??
traveling across the country was...
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i am leaving. i don't live in atlanta and it's gonna be some time before i'm in LA. i am without a home. i am nowhere. i have said goodbye to atlanta with liquor and love and i don't think i'm going to miss it. i'm still going to miss her...i don't know if i'm just moving on or running away from her or running...
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jlowe:
GLAD YOU WERE HERE
GLAD YOU WERE HERE
judas, yesenia when did i make an enemy of you?
when did those tiny feet that kicked me in my sleep decide to stand the body up and run?
does your new life hold some possibility or do you wake up to the same brick walls as me?
when did those tiny feet that kicked me in my sleep decide to stand the body up and run?
does your new life hold some possibility or do you wake up to the same brick walls as me?
jlowe:
she wakes up and thinks of you everyday, I'm sure.
there is no way she couldn't. i witnessed something last night that was special. my friend is having similar emotional experiences as you with a bad breakup. he is really hurting. he's a dj who does original music at home with a walkie talky and drum machine, but never plays out with original music. anyways i told him to channel everything that he was feeling into the music....and he played live for 50 strangers at a popular club. sitting there on a chair hitting beats and screaming the words of thom yorke into a walky talky.
what he was saying was important:
I FEEL MY LUCK COULD CHANGE
I look forward to hearing your upcoming music as you channel the pain...in the city of angels...I also look forward to moving there in a year and owning the town with you.
she wakes up and thinks of you everyday, I'm sure.
there is no way she couldn't. i witnessed something last night that was special. my friend is having similar emotional experiences as you with a bad breakup. he is really hurting. he's a dj who does original music at home with a walkie talky and drum machine, but never plays out with original music. anyways i told him to channel everything that he was feeling into the music....and he played live for 50 strangers at a popular club. sitting there on a chair hitting beats and screaming the words of thom yorke into a walky talky.
what he was saying was important:
I FEEL MY LUCK COULD CHANGE
I look forward to hearing your upcoming music as you channel the pain...in the city of angels...I also look forward to moving there in a year and owning the town with you.
i feel like a demon exorcised from my own life
when i come back to haunt you the look in your eyes promises that there is no love between us.
when i come back to haunt you the look in your eyes promises that there is no love between us.
she say's she's got to be quiet because her throat is hurting but then she doesn't shut up
she never stops talking and i never get bored
she can speak in a language that i don't understand a word
she's twenty-one and nothing but beauty
she has a whole life ahead of her but not a life with me
she promises to give me a...
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she never stops talking and i never get bored
she can speak in a language that i don't understand a word
she's twenty-one and nothing but beauty
she has a whole life ahead of her but not a life with me
she promises to give me a...
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jlowe:
you baaaad bad boy
Bjork was nice live.
you baaaad bad boy
Bjork was nice live.
jlowe:
i don't know...talkin' shit boy...you doin' good
i don't know...talkin' shit boy...you doin' good
we drank so much last night that two pefectly in tune guitars played together seemed to bend and spin. drunk ears either hear everything as beautiful or everything as twisted and dissonant. whiskey makes shit sound out of tune.
i woke up today with this half-silly line in my head...'judas, yesenia...when did i make an enemy of you?'
sitting in a video store for 13...
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i woke up today with this half-silly line in my head...'judas, yesenia...when did i make an enemy of you?'
sitting in a video store for 13...
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so i've spent my entire life listening to the sadest music i could find. i'm basically a moody, emotional, and pissy guy. but, for the last few years i've had an incredibly amazing girlfriend who i have been completely in love with and lived basically a happy life. still, i listen to bright eyes, cursive, low, and the red house painters like it's religion. sadness...
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jlowe:
I constantly live my life trying to find perfection/some eutopia world, but you never really get there...it's not possible...there is never any fully secure perfect moment and because of that we have to vent out that frustation, that energy, that imperfectness, into the world, channel into something bigger then ourselves...music is the greatest example of this...music can help you explode....
look at the things you loved about her, the things that made you happy, secure...and see that these are qualities that you have yourself...you can be your own self generator with the right mirror...
but still it's going to take time. YOU ARE REGENERATING. and BECOMING STRONGER.
and you know Scott from Prefuse?
fucking A man. his shit is the best stuff I've heard in a LONG time. give him the heads up about a similar video artist who goes by J.Lowe in Portland, Oregon. maybe I can even send you a reel to hand off.
when I get done booking you to open for Radiohead I want to make a Prefuse 73 video.
I constantly live my life trying to find perfection/some eutopia world, but you never really get there...it's not possible...there is never any fully secure perfect moment and because of that we have to vent out that frustation, that energy, that imperfectness, into the world, channel into something bigger then ourselves...music is the greatest example of this...music can help you explode....
look at the things you loved about her, the things that made you happy, secure...and see that these are qualities that you have yourself...you can be your own self generator with the right mirror...
but still it's going to take time. YOU ARE REGENERATING. and BECOMING STRONGER.
and you know Scott from Prefuse?
fucking A man. his shit is the best stuff I've heard in a LONG time. give him the heads up about a similar video artist who goes by J.Lowe in Portland, Oregon. maybe I can even send you a reel to hand off.
when I get done booking you to open for Radiohead I want to make a Prefuse 73 video.
well, i'm back...been a few months that i wasn't a member but now i have seen the light. well, really i got fucked over real bad. too bad. cry, cry, cry...
i'm getting out of atlanta/decatur. leaving here september 2nd. taking an insane road trip out to LA via the midwest, the rocky mountains, vancouver, and portland. i'm moving to LA and trying to get...
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i'm getting out of atlanta/decatur. leaving here september 2nd. taking an insane road trip out to LA via the midwest, the rocky mountains, vancouver, and portland. i'm moving to LA and trying to get...
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VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
thepirate:
Yup, plenty of people to hang out with in LA.... whether they're worth hanging out with is really the question.
jlowe:
here is a review of an album which is of interest
http://www.pitchforkmedia.com/record-reviews/p/prefuse-73/one-word-extinguisher.shtml
here is a review of an album which is of interest
http://www.pitchforkmedia.com/record-reviews/p/prefuse-73/one-word-extinguisher.shtml
FIRST LOVE
they were fucking. actually fucking on an airplane. he couldnt say how many times he had thought about it and now it was actually happening. he tried to look beyond her blonde hair which was sticking to the slight stubble on his face. he was trying to look through the hair and into the mirror. they were fucking and he was trying to...
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they were fucking. actually fucking on an airplane. he couldnt say how many times he had thought about it and now it was actually happening. he tried to look beyond her blonde hair which was sticking to the slight stubble on his face. he was trying to look through the hair and into the mirror. they were fucking and he was trying to...
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thursday:
stillifegaijin wa omoshiroi desu.
your story was too. nuts.
your story was too. nuts.