stillifegaijin

wanna go to atl in two weeks?..i'm gong to see my grandmother who dosen't have much time left for stories of better times............but...........i already have tickets for mark kozelek and iron and wine and suicidegirls at the echo, which are all happening the same week. 1/23-1/29......come!!

a holiday is only complete with burlesque abounding!! this is the basis of any complete holiday. it's quite a good thing i live around the corner from the best burlesque club in nyc! it'll give me something to put the sg shows in atl and nyc up against since i'm going to see both!! fun.fun.

today is the start of something very wonderful. i can feel it. i haven't had one mind-numbing thought or mindscream yet today! woo-hoo. let's see what happens. still freezing though, but it's awesome nontheless!

HAPPY JANUARY 10TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you man.....

so was the black clad gift giver of dismay and pain which is what this particular holiday stands to commerate, on time with the loot? gift giving in the name of suffering helps us to lighten our own loads and to hopefully see a faint smile on the pained ones we acknowledge and love dearly.

it's 2 degrees here, l.a. rescue me.

over and out.

pez. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

we did get it right, we lived through it, as difficult as it was. anything short of me dying i can live through after all of this. we didn't lose anything, we just had our cycles altered to see how we perform under pressure. we're all we need and life has nothing to give but more days full of shiny paths and jagged mountains. so let's see what happens.

the phone will ring and she will answer. don't make declarations to keep yourself from feeling your lowest. it's ok. we have to kill ourselves slowly to remind us to feel anythnig.

happy fucking new year to one and all! let's see what happens.

Pez! No not again! The nightmares just stopped.

Are you feeling better? What are your plans for tonight. I am gonna' kick it in the MTB. I don't think I will go out too late, just hang with a few friends and show off my new outfit!

I do.

How was your weekend? Are ya' still sick?

How did your X-mas eve partying go???

The park huh. How was it? I love going to the park but lately it has been too dark and cold.

I will have to let you know about Wednesday (X-mas eve.) I don't know yet if my parents will be watching gramps that day.

A campaign of terror against C.C., I'm in!

I will let you know about tomorrow (Wednesday). It depends on a couple of factors. If I have someone to go with me and if my parents are gonna' be around. I will call or email you. Are you off from work tomorrow or are you starting things up after you get out?

Hi cutie. Hey cool an 8-bit journal shout out. I got the post about the band on the 20th. That is the night of the SGLA X-mas exchange so I will have to see if I can make it after the party. Darn, I don't think you got to meet Roque. He was at the 8-bit show. He was being all weird and stuff, like he told me he wasn't going to go and then he was there. wtf. Anyway, yeah we have to have that drink together. Sorry again about showing up late, I was on rock 'n' roll time or somethin'. It isn't like me to be this irresponsible. Maybe it is the new me. It is cool to be spontaneous but I want to still remain semi responsible still.

I want to go over for X-mas eve. That sounds like fun. Luckily on Christmas I don't have to leave Mtb, so I can drive with a hangover and stuff. Talk to you soon. Oh, I posted a picture of you in my journal page, hope that is o.k. Also, I will email you that pic. and others later tonight or tomorrow that way you have one too. f&z

P.S. You are highly photogenic. I didn't take a single bad shot of you. No funny faces or blinking or anything.

What do you know about 8-bit robots?

haha. That superdee is a nut!

oooooops. I think I made a mistake. I think the hangar1018 thing is tomorrow night. I can't really get out until Sat. ummmm. I will let you know what I am gonna' do on Sat. I need to go out and party! I miss going out! It is driving me CrAzY!!! I want to meet you, that will be cool! I am gonna' call lefrost right now to see what is goin' on. I will let ya' know in a little later.

Silverlake! ha! I just got off the phone with lefrost. Their band is playing at Zen Sushi (in silverlake) on Sat. Around 11-ish. $5 bucks. If you are interested. I think it will be fun, they get drunk and dress in robot suits and rap. Good times! Lemme' know.

Where is Zen Sushi at???