stigmata4you

So, today I went to a little course about brain damage for my probation. The presenter told us about a woman who was in a car accident, ended up in a coma. When she woke up, she had no emotions.

Right now, I envy that woman.

On a lighter note, this new site is crazy. I'm not so sure how I feel about it just...
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Why do two girls that both have boyfriends feel the need to fight over me? Especially when neither of them will actually break up with their respective boyfriends to go out with me?

Arggggg. Fuck people. I'm gonna move to fucking Minnesota and become a hermit, with no contact to the outside world but this lovely site. This site is great. It's never caused me...
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Today was a good day.

Went and got Ryann, went to Salem and got new gloves, to replace the ones I lost last winter.

We came back here, watched Requiem for a Dream, I made some dinner, then we drove around for a bit. Went to Plum Island, then downtown. Ryann got to meet Ricky. That was amusing.

We're walking up Inn St. and he...
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Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.

Why is this world so fucking wretched?

Why does the kind, caring, loving God I was raised to believe in seem to turn a blind eye to all the fucking horrible shit that happens to amazing people?

Why can't I help? I fucking hate feeling helpless, especially when I see someone that I so horribly and totally in love with in...
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I wish I could fix her. This fucking hurts so much.

Your meme, should you choose to accept it, is to rank the following bands in order, from COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT to COULDN'T CARE LESS. To add value to this process, you must also add one band to the list, and remove one band from the list, before passing the meme on (including these instructions).

Black Flag
Bowie
Bauhaus
Devo
Queen
Duran Duran
The Beatles
The...
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Boring fucking day. I hate Sundays.

Had a "talk" with my mom. I hate those. Helped her clean up the garage, and then cleaned a bit in my room.

Tomorrow should be cool. Hangin out with Ryann, working on some music. Should be good. Hopefully we can put a band together. I'm thinkin I might ask Graham to play drums, and my cousin Rob to...
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Boring fucking day. I hate Sundays.

Had a "talk" with my mom. I hate those. Helped her clean up the garage, and then cleaned a bit in my room.

Tomorrow should be cool. Hangin out with Ryann, working on some music. Should be good. Hopefully we can put a band together. I'm thinkin I might ask Graham to play drums, and my cousin Rob to...
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So, I think I'll break myself this week. I worked out pretty hard tonight, figured, since I haven't all week, I should. I'm going to continue to push myself that hard all week. It should prove interesting. I'm already sore.

Today was, overall, a good day. I hung around Boston with Ryann and Rachel. Good times. After I dropped them off, I came home. I...
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So, I'm trying to write an entry, but words to want to come out.

So I'll just put down my ittinerary for the day.

8:50 - Wake up 20 minutes late. Late for class, so I don't go. Hand out with Ritter a bit, which was cool, and Meg, which was also cool. Smoke way too much.

12:00 - Leave school. Pick up Erik, go...
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