Tuesday Aug 10, 2004

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Almost sent an e-mail to the ex today. Then I realized something.

She doesn't deserve that. She doesn't deserve to know that there's still a place in my mind that she occupies, doesn't deserve a goddamned thing from me. Fuck her....fuck it all.

Fuck this thing they call love. It's fickle and self serving at best, torturous and self destructive more often than not. I'm done. From now on, I am a machine. I will relearn how to be dead inside, how to feel nothing. I am fucking done.
keithyboy20:
Good boy. Leave a little place in your heart for her, but don't let her consume it. Let it fester in that little place and die a little more inside every day. Worked great for me. wink
06909xl:
Noticed your post in the no friends group...Just wanted to say hey...and add me if you'd like..

Ex's can suck...I had to talk to mine tonight blackeyed

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