I love my life right now. This has been one of the greatest weekends of my life.
Spent alot of time with Ryann, which was excellent.
Went out for Chinese food Friday night, saw KMFDM on Sat, and then drank a bottle of wine and watched some of 28 days later at KT and Aja's place. Bought some bondage tape which I put to good...
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Spent alot of time with Ryann, which was excellent.
Went out for Chinese food Friday night, saw KMFDM on Sat, and then drank a bottle of wine and watched some of 28 days later at KT and Aja's place. Bought some bondage tape which I put to good...
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So, yeah, life is good. Very good, actually.
So, not only did she kiss me, but later that night she told me she was completely in love with me.
Now, here's what doesn't make sense to me. She doesn't want to break up with her boyfriend right now. Her reasoning is that she needs to see if she can make a serious relationship work without just running away at the problems.
Ok, so...
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Now, here's what doesn't make sense to me. She doesn't want to break up with her boyfriend right now. Her reasoning is that she needs to see if she can make a serious relationship work without just running away at the problems.
Ok, so...
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mirkwoodmaiden:
i saved that pic. i'll hook it up tonight.
keithyboy20:
.....and now, it all comes together 
How can you be truly in love with someone and not want to be with that person?
Can someone please explain this to me, because I REALLY FUCKING NEED TO KNOW
Can someone please explain this to me, because I REALLY FUCKING NEED TO KNOW
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stigmata4you:
Dude, she fucking kissed me. She doesn't just want to be friends. Believe me.
But she also doesn't seem like she wants to break up with Kevin, either.
I'm gonna go snort some drain cleaner and kill my brain.
[Edited on Oct 21, 2003 3:50PM]
But she also doesn't seem like she wants to break up with Kevin, either.
I'm gonna go snort some drain cleaner and kill my brain.
[Edited on Oct 21, 2003 3:50PM]
keithyboy20:
OK, new assessment, women are FUCKING CRAZY ANIMALS. You kill your brain, and I'll kill the rest of you, you just need some good, ol' fashioned drunkenness. Guess she's just confused. Maybe this just isn't the right time for you two. Just kick back, and wait to see what happens. Don't rush her, she's obviously being kinda torn, here. BUT personally, I would rather go with you. Haven't heard of you doing any drug deals lately. Except for maybe buying aspirin at a discount price.
Been almost a week since I updated this with a real entry. Haven't felt like writing too much.
It's been a good week. Spent my birthday money, mostly on gas and cigarettes, but I did get some cds and a Black Flag t-shirt. Meg got me The Goonies on DVD, and Keith got me The Transporter and Phone Booth.
Other than that, it's been a...
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It's been a good week. Spent my birthday money, mostly on gas and cigarettes, but I did get some cds and a Black Flag t-shirt. Meg got me The Goonies on DVD, and Keith got me The Transporter and Phone Booth.
Other than that, it's been a...
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Today was a good day.
It was my birthday. For some reason the post I made at around 2 this morning saying that came up as being made yesterday, so, just to let everyone know, my birthday is today, the 13th, not the 12th.
Anyway, hung out with Keith for a bit, then the two of us went down and hung out with Ryann and...
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It was my birthday. For some reason the post I made at around 2 this morning saying that came up as being made yesterday, so, just to let everyone know, my birthday is today, the 13th, not the 12th.
Anyway, hung out with Keith for a bit, then the two of us went down and hung out with Ryann and...
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I am officially 21 right now. Yay.
chiana21:
Happy birthday! *throws confetti*
I feel like shattered glass.
So, today I went to a little course about brain damage for my probation. The presenter told us about a woman who was in a car accident, ended up in a coma. When she woke up, she had no emotions.
Right now, I envy that woman.
On a lighter note, this new site is crazy. I'm not so sure how I feel about it just...
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Right now, I envy that woman.
On a lighter note, this new site is crazy. I'm not so sure how I feel about it just...
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Why do two girls that both have boyfriends feel the need to fight over me? Especially when neither of them will actually break up with their respective boyfriends to go out with me?
Arggggg. Fuck people. I'm gonna move to fucking Minnesota and become a hermit, with no contact to the outside world but this lovely site. This site is great. It's never caused me...
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Arggggg. Fuck people. I'm gonna move to fucking Minnesota and become a hermit, with no contact to the outside world but this lovely site. This site is great. It's never caused me...
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keithyboy20:
Cause women are INSANE!!!! Haven't you learned this yet?
Today was a good day.
Went and got Ryann, went to Salem and got new gloves, to replace the ones I lost last winter.
We came back here, watched Requiem for a Dream, I made some dinner, then we drove around for a bit. Went to Plum Island, then downtown. Ryann got to meet Ricky. That was amusing.
We're walking up Inn St. and he...
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Went and got Ryann, went to Salem and got new gloves, to replace the ones I lost last winter.
We came back here, watched Requiem for a Dream, I made some dinner, then we drove around for a bit. Went to Plum Island, then downtown. Ryann got to meet Ricky. That was amusing.
We're walking up Inn St. and he...
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Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.
Why is this world so fucking wretched?
Why does the kind, caring, loving God I was raised to believe in seem to turn a blind eye to all the fucking horrible shit that happens to amazing people?
Why can't I help? I fucking hate feeling helpless, especially when I see someone that I so horribly and totally in love with in...
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Why is this world so fucking wretched?
Why does the kind, caring, loving God I was raised to believe in seem to turn a blind eye to all the fucking horrible shit that happens to amazing people?
Why can't I help? I fucking hate feeling helpless, especially when I see someone that I so horribly and totally in love with in...
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strangeattractor:
hmm excuse me for butting in, but might i ask who she is and what's wrong with her?
and i send my best wishes...whatever the matter is...
and i send my best wishes...whatever the matter is...
stigmata4you:
A very good friend of mine who's been through so much shit in her short life that I can hardly get my mind around it. I can't really get into what, but it's left her pretty fucked up.
hey i forgot the dimentions you wanted on that pic. i've been meaning to get back with you about that but work had been a box of fruit loops lately.