stiggy56

I'm holding back still. I know my powers but I surpress. I know what I want but I'm afraid to have it. I could be so happy or so sad but I choose to be neutral. WHy? I wonder my self. I wonder why I do the things I do, say the things I say when no ones listening.

It's sunday so excuse me if I get to deep.

I should say what I feel, but I feel like my head is going to be chewed off! Like I'm gonna be chased away like the Elephant man, running, crowd chasing me, wanting my blood for being honest and emotional. Being a freak.

I just want to love for a change, and be loved. But I have to settle for the casual. How do I do this? I don't remember how to make the move. How to say...the words....
to speak is to never change the past. My words could damage and never repair.
Or they can make dreams come true and change me.
I was never good at gambling odds.
I say I know my powers? I say I also know my weakness.

But I'm not bugging! I'm just touchin some vibes I was feeling today! It's sunday. Thats what the day is for in my opinion!

If your not falling asleep by now, leave me a comment and tell me how your feelin!


LUV YA, ladies!!! Dudes too, in that dude way!! Ya Dig!!??