stif_lil_broken

I never write journals because I don't know what to say. The ongoing daily journals that take place in my head are too complicated and time consuming to organize. I could go on for hours about the random thoughts, philosophies and theories that revolve around my psyche, but I won't waste my time or yours. Besides they only come out in logical format at completely spontaneous moments and generally when no one is around to here them. When no one is around takes up a large majority of my time....

Lonliness... a place Ive only heard of in songs and books and the like. Its a place where you go when you've lost something that truely makes you feel connected. A place where you mourn these losses. A place that I've never been...

Alone... somewhere just east of lonliness... this is where I live. In my hometown the population is one. It has always been this way. No one comes to visit, its just me and the different facets of myself Ive created in order to feel some sense of companionship. Some of those facets believe themselves to have made it to Together and are now trapped in Lonliness. The fact of the matter, as only I and my more knowledgable facets understand, is that they never left...Theses are the tortured, the hopeless, the too far gone....

......The Broken and the Bothered.......