stewy

There two very different faces to me a civilian and soldier face

Civilian side

I love fun times. I work to live not live to work. I like dressing nice and being clean. I am very willing to try new things. I like staying in one place and relaxing. Curling up in front of a fire with a girl and falling asleep. I like PDA. I am kind, sweet and caring. I like to cook and enjoy food. I will never take from others. I don't curse. I will never hurt anyone.

Soldier side

I will work until I fall. I don't change clothes for days(except underwear and under shirt, that is daily), I go though mud just because it is there. I do every thing the same all the time. I need to move and are always looking around. I don't touch anyone unless they need medical help. I hate any personal affection. I am an brute. I will kick you if you don't get up fast enough. I shovel my food in my mouth and eat a whole meal in 5 minutes. I will lie, steal and cheat to get things done. I use the f-word for commas. I am willing to kill without losing any sleep.

I try to keep friends from one world seeing me in the other world. I do things that they would never see me do norminal to them. They always see me differently afterwards. Sometimes this is good, sometimes bad; it just depends on the person and what I did. The faces are usually separated by weather or not I am in my uniform. Some times the faces do change without warning. Like when I hear fireworks without knowing that they are being set off. I just hope that the civilian side will not poke though at the wrong time and get me killed.