stewd

I keep teetering between going back to CT and staying in PDX. There are things here that I don't want to give up. Even if they are small now and may take some time to grow, I really don't want to give them up. I guess those are the biggest things keeping me here. As for CT, well the only thing that draws me back there is a bit of immediate stability and security. I kind of, even, have a job for me if I go back. The people at the casino told me I have "a job to come back to if things don't work out." Heh, a job, that's the only plus about CT, right now.