Bleh...
I don't know what is what, where it is, or how to go about doing it...
Today started pretty damn good... but after a few sodas at the bar, everthing started to change... my chipper mood just kind of drained leaving a void of poopiness...
Oh, and why do people make a big deal about stupid shit?
I think I want to move to NYC and just get lost in the crowds of people... I liked my pre-SGNY visits to the city. I'd go all alone and just become anonymous. I could go where I wanted, eat and drink what I wanted, talk to who I wanted, ignore who I wanted, nobody concerned themselves with me. I could be amongst crowds of people and yet remain alone. I just felt so free. And most of all, it wouldn't matter if I spent a full day walking down b-way to so-ho and back up thru chinatown stopping in every little store that caught my interest to sitting for a few hours in my favorite little pub to sitting in washington sq. park for hours watchig all of the people while drinking a 22 oz of Dave's Papaya and munching on a hot dog.
I don't know what is what, where it is, or how to go about doing it...
Today started pretty damn good... but after a few sodas at the bar, everthing started to change... my chipper mood just kind of drained leaving a void of poopiness...
Oh, and why do people make a big deal about stupid shit?
I think I want to move to NYC and just get lost in the crowds of people... I liked my pre-SGNY visits to the city. I'd go all alone and just become anonymous. I could go where I wanted, eat and drink what I wanted, talk to who I wanted, ignore who I wanted, nobody concerned themselves with me. I could be amongst crowds of people and yet remain alone. I just felt so free. And most of all, it wouldn't matter if I spent a full day walking down b-way to so-ho and back up thru chinatown stopping in every little store that caught my interest to sitting for a few hours in my favorite little pub to sitting in washington sq. park for hours watchig all of the people while drinking a 22 oz of Dave's Papaya and munching on a hot dog.
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gingerlie:
NYC IT IS! i also loved that about the city. except when id walk to the train after work on sundays. sundays depressed me. the city that doesnt sleep sleeps all fucking day on sunday!
noelani:
I myself have been thinking of moving to NYC. It's time for me to go back to school, and being at a crossroad in my life with my job/housing/relationship, pretty much all of my responsibilities, NYC just seems like the next logical step. I fear the cold of the winter though...the last time I was there I almost cried it was so cold...then I wondered if my tears would freeze, but I figured no because of the salt...uummm, yeah, nevermind...