stevie_mcc

I'm at work right now (special needs job) and I'm bored as fuck. One of my dudes went home for the weekend so it's just me and one guy who's really anti-social. All I've been doing so far is watching tv. Ughhhhhh I need to start going to th gym. I don't feel good about myself lately. I feel like I've started caring less and less about eating healthy and exercising since I got dumped a couple months ago. I just feel like shit all the time. And I feel really lonely... I really miss my ex...it's kinda pathetic... but I've never really connected with a girl like that, it was an amazing feeling. And looking back now I can honestly say I regret holding back... I was just freaked out I guess...

I might have to cancel my appointment in April to start my back piece. I'm not a the point I thought I would be with tattooing and I just don't know of it's the smartest move financially to start a big tattoo project. Aahhh but I want to so bad.