i think i know what my problem with girls is. I get crushes on girls and instead of telling them, i become friends with them. Cause thinking about it now, i have or had a crush on all my lady friends at some point. ALL OF THEM. maybe not all. but several at least. i do get crushes fairly easy tho. damn girls.
i started school this week. so far so good. my history teacher is funny, hopefully that means i will be able to actually learn in his class. im no good at lecture classes. My silk screen teacher seems nice, im excited about that class. i wanna learn how to make my own tshirts. My sculpture teacher is really young, and kinda hot. its a little distracting. ill probably get a crush on her. she seems nice tho. i start my painting class next week which im most excited about. i cant wait to start painting again.
its funny i look back on the stuff i made last year in school and i hate it already. i dont know what it is i just cant stand most of it. it just all looks so bad to me for some reason, i feel sick to my stomache looking at it. i wish i cold just start over and do it all again. i dont know why im thinking like that. whatever. i should just secretly throw it all out. i could be one of those crazy painters who goes crazy and cuts off an ear. i guess im just hard on myself. i really wanna do good this year though, i need to do really well so i can build up a good portfolio to get into a good masters programe. i dont wanna sit on my ass for a couple years before getting accepted. arghhh. i wish art was easier.
i started school this week. so far so good. my history teacher is funny, hopefully that means i will be able to actually learn in his class. im no good at lecture classes. My silk screen teacher seems nice, im excited about that class. i wanna learn how to make my own tshirts. My sculpture teacher is really young, and kinda hot. its a little distracting. ill probably get a crush on her. she seems nice tho. i start my painting class next week which im most excited about. i cant wait to start painting again.
its funny i look back on the stuff i made last year in school and i hate it already. i dont know what it is i just cant stand most of it. it just all looks so bad to me for some reason, i feel sick to my stomache looking at it. i wish i cold just start over and do it all again. i dont know why im thinking like that. whatever. i should just secretly throw it all out. i could be one of those crazy painters who goes crazy and cuts off an ear. i guess im just hard on myself. i really wanna do good this year though, i need to do really well so i can build up a good portfolio to get into a good masters programe. i dont wanna sit on my ass for a couple years before getting accepted. arghhh. i wish art was easier.