when shes drinking wine, her hugs are twice as long. or maybe they just feel better.
i have a date tomorrow. interesting? or completely scary...? bit of both maybe. i feel so damn grown up. blind date. i cant get over that. i dont even know what were doing yet. is that bad? is it also bad that i have a crush on someone else? i guess i cant help that, but i feel guilty.
im tired as usual. i just wanna quit everything im doing right now. thats how im feeling today. everything seems so fucking serious these days. i just wanna work a shitty job thats not important with no responsibilities and no debts and no drama. fuck i hate being old. im scared im gonna owe somebody money for the rest of my life.
do you ever find yourself in social situations where you just cant relate in any way to somebody or how somebodys acting? i get that sometimes and it makes me feel strange. am i that weird? or is the other person just fucked up.
i have a date tomorrow. interesting? or completely scary...? bit of both maybe. i feel so damn grown up. blind date. i cant get over that. i dont even know what were doing yet. is that bad? is it also bad that i have a crush on someone else? i guess i cant help that, but i feel guilty.
im tired as usual. i just wanna quit everything im doing right now. thats how im feeling today. everything seems so fucking serious these days. i just wanna work a shitty job thats not important with no responsibilities and no debts and no drama. fuck i hate being old. im scared im gonna owe somebody money for the rest of my life.
do you ever find yourself in social situations where you just cant relate in any way to somebody or how somebodys acting? i get that sometimes and it makes me feel strange. am i that weird? or is the other person just fucked up.
abbiss:
5 think the fact that you're tired is the answer to all your questions! Get some sleep!