i really wanna be bothered to update...
honest i do... but i cant...
life has drained me so much the last week or so its just sapped my will to... do stuff...
its just one thing after the other... all of which add up to me thinking...
why the hell do i bother...
because i love life?
of course i do... but im not getting...
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honest i do... but i cant...
life has drained me so much the last week or so its just sapped my will to... do stuff...
its just one thing after the other... all of which add up to me thinking...
why the hell do i bother...
because i love life?
of course i do... but im not getting...
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just seen constantine...
apart from the fact that keanu is in it... and a couple of stupid moments... it was a pretty good film... and on the whole i enjoyed it... apart from the stoopid couple next to me who wouldnt shut up...
never read the comic so have no comparison... and from what i understand... constantine isn't as hrash or gritty as his comic...
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apart from the fact that keanu is in it... and a couple of stupid moments... it was a pretty good film... and on the whole i enjoyed it... apart from the stoopid couple next to me who wouldnt shut up...
never read the comic so have no comparison... and from what i understand... constantine isn't as hrash or gritty as his comic...
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trills:
That's what machetes are for!
"Are you stuck in the cinema next to people that haven't got their shut-the-fuck-up reflex down? Look no further!!"
"Are you stuck in the cinema next to people that haven't got their shut-the-fuck-up reflex down? Look no further!!"
annalee:
Thanks! yeah it is great that there are so many lovely UK girls! Well i just have another 1200 words so I might just make it! 
another day, another page
never anytime for anything else
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never anytime for anything else
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bazookajules:
ps... whats the present????
spk in a few hours
sweet dreams sexy
spk in a few hours
sweet dreams sexy
bazookajules:
ps... whats the present????
spk in a few hours
sweet dreams sexy
spk in a few hours
sweet dreams sexy
why is life such a fight...
i spend the whole time fighting myself, its just one fight after the other...
i fight with the work, i fight with myself, i fight with my life... one fight after the other, i'm always fighting one of them...
as easy as change would seem... it's not... im angry with myself for letting the way i dealt with the...
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i spend the whole time fighting myself, its just one fight after the other...
i fight with the work, i fight with myself, i fight with my life... one fight after the other, i'm always fighting one of them...
as easy as change would seem... it's not... im angry with myself for letting the way i dealt with the...
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pillango:
so nihilstic today. you sound like me. that's not right.
to answer your quesiton (posed a while ago, i'm sure you've over it), the weekend sucked, as usual. it will never be good. unless i don't work. or if i just got laid (which won't happen because a. i'm a major bitch during the work weekends; and b. i'm just as unattractive as i feel on weekends).
hm. cheer up, charlie. you need a bubble tea and all will be well.
to answer your quesiton (posed a while ago, i'm sure you've over it), the weekend sucked, as usual. it will never be good. unless i don't work. or if i just got laid (which won't happen because a. i'm a major bitch during the work weekends; and b. i'm just as unattractive as i feel on weekends).
hm. cheer up, charlie. you need a bubble tea and all will be well.
lovelylily:
star wars..pfft...
was just reading bellas journal
she quoted a linking park song to describe how she felt
and as i said on her journal
this is exactly how i feel...
tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
dont know what you're expecting from me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
every step that...
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she quoted a linking park song to describe how she felt
and as i said on her journal
this is exactly how i feel...
tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
dont know what you're expecting from me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
every step that...
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chai:
heya there....
yes i love travelling!!! But i would like to do it more than now.... i have to less money for much travelling...
but u like "strange" countries to travel...
hehe... there are three types of traveler....
the ones who love cities (londres, new york, paris...etc)
then U (thailand)
and the third are the ones who love to do sport....
or??
*hide*
heya there....
yes i love travelling!!! But i would like to do it more than now.... i have to less money for much travelling...
but u like "strange" countries to travel...
hehe... there are three types of traveler....
the ones who love cities (londres, new york, paris...etc)
then U
(thailand)
and the third are the ones who love to do sport....
or??
*hide*
chai:
wow interesting....
i think im a little bit of that too .... *g*
but beeing honest, im typ nr. 1.... cities, cities,....
shopping, clubs, peolple
... im not that person who is lying on the beach ... i really hate that!!!!
interesting....
i think im a little bit of that too .... *g*
but beeing honest, im typ nr. 1.... cities, cities,....
shopping, clubs, peolple
... im not that person who is lying on the beach ... i really hate that!!!!
eh...
not today...
not today...
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corrigan:
why not today?
chai:
hehe... never sayd u stupid coz of beeing english!!!! U said that!!!!
but many people ask me if austria is australia!! Oh my god, i hate that....
have u ever been here???? (for snowboarding?? ) *g*
hehe... never sayd u stupid coz of beeing english!!!! U said that!!!!
but many people ask me if austria is australia!! Oh my god, i hate that....
have u ever been here???? (for snowboarding?? ) *g*
weekends here... would make a comment on the weekend and what a let down it always is... blah blah blah... but whats the point... its always the same
as i said lat post... if its not worth saying why speak at all...
...
enjoy your weekends guys and girl
as i said lat post... if its not worth saying why speak at all...
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enjoy your weekends guys and girl
trills:
Weekends... weekdays... they're all the same to me. Apart from in town. I prefer it with less people and mutants in the weekday.
chai:
yeaaah.. ihad so much fun in london, i was there with my sistaaa... hehe and u are rght, im not living in london.... im from a really small and F*** town....
what about your weekend? everything was great?? i had to do a lot of work @ home and @ work...
but im hungry fur sunshine ...*g* dont knwo how to tell it in english... *g*
yeaaah.. ihad so much fun in london, i was there with my sistaaa... hehe and u are rght, im not living in london.... im from a really small and F*** town....
what about your weekend? everything was great?? i had to do a lot of work @ home and @ work...
but im hungry fur sunshine ...*g* dont knwo how to tell it in english... *g*
ok, so the launch was ok... nothing special... exactly what i expected it to be to be honest
to be honest i cant really be bothered to update properly at the moment... so i'll say this...
errrrrr....
no... i wont say anything.... if you have nothing worth saying.. whats the point in talking... so i wont
...
to be honest i cant really be bothered to update properly at the moment... so i'll say this...
errrrrr....
no... i wont say anything.... if you have nothing worth saying.. whats the point in talking... so i wont
...
pillango:
delightful, chicken-free entry. love it.
nothing really to say at the moment... surprising for me i know... but i dont...
got a launch party tonight for some new line of shoe shops thats opening... that should be fun... still behind on the work, nothing new there... tired, bored, stressed, cant wwait to get out of this country.... nothing new in either of tose either... so none of it really needs...
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got a launch party tonight for some new line of shoe shops thats opening... that should be fun... still behind on the work, nothing new there... tired, bored, stressed, cant wwait to get out of this country.... nothing new in either of tose either... so none of it really needs...
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bazookajules:
i'm not so worried about that... can come back on holiday visa or something.... i'm worried about FedEx situation... there only in these states - NSW, VIC AND QLD - 1 IN WA. a big problem me thinks.
anyhoo, hope the launch party went well and u had fun.
my showers are getting better and better
51 days max to go
anyhoo, hope the launch party went well and u had fun.
my showers are getting better and better
51 days max to go
violently:
hope the launch party went well, and i hope the next 51 days go by superfast for you and your lady
grosse point blank... christ i love this film...
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bazookajules:
oh and it's a max 52 days until we have sex again..... not that i'm counting
365 days
looking forward to it
365 days
looking forward to it
bazookajules:
oh and it's a max 52 days until we have sex again..... not that i'm counting
365 days
looking forward to it
365 days
looking forward to it
i feel as you feel right now, and often.
i hope you feel better soon!