i need to find that comfortable place....

the place where one person feels at ease... comfortable with them selves and their surroundings...

somewhere where, all in all, i will just feel right...

but to do that i need to leave... i need to take the next step, find that next level in life.... move away from the things that bind me and leave it all behind... i need to accept that that was an old part of life no longer needed if i am to progress... not to be ignored or denied but to be moved on from

but i need to do that knowingly, with understanding and comprehension of why it is no good, why i am truly leaving it behind... and what i am moving toward....

otherwise there can be no self development as self development can not truly be achieved without knowing. all there will be is a twisting and mutating of what already exists... so although that will mean change, maybe for the good, maybe for the bad, there would be no true development... and so no real change

so although i have realised why i have come full circle, why i am un happy, i now need to understand what i am moving toward and what about this stage i am leaving behind and why... and what it is from now i need to take forward... if anything

so.... one problem solved... on to the next... but at least im on to the next problem with a smile on my face.... so i'm already doing better than i was last time