ok... so this morning the rant of last nite has passed... but some point in the near future i will comment on the subject as it does annoy.... its just hypocritical in nature.... i know you have no idea what the hell im talking about, but it will be covered promise and all will become clear for those that look for it 
deans gone... being totally honest it really upset me last nite,. i hadn't really thought about just how good friends we'd become in the past year.... but we'd had so much in common, out look wise and what we want from our lives...
and now thats another one thats gone to live my dream as well.... but thats good as he needs it just as much as i do
i wish him the absolute best of luck and truly hope he finds everything he's looking for, will miss him loads, but i will see him again so all is good
but... still... as upset as i am...i wont be broke.... i'm the last one left here now, who really want more from life, the last one with grand scale ambition... not that that means everyones else's wants aren't equally important, my qoute for the day...
just because someone walks a different path, with a different destination, does not mean they walk the wrong one, they just walk a different one from you...
which is important to remember, i just personally want much larger things from life, but does not mean they are any more worthy...
anyway, i'm the last one left here with such plans, leaving me no one i can truly relate to... i'm hoping this will help rather than hinder me... but despite his leaving... i'm still happy... for some reason nothing seems to be able to shake that
so all is good
deans gone... being totally honest it really upset me last nite,. i hadn't really thought about just how good friends we'd become in the past year.... but we'd had so much in common, out look wise and what we want from our lives...
and now thats another one thats gone to live my dream as well.... but thats good as he needs it just as much as i do
i wish him the absolute best of luck and truly hope he finds everything he's looking for, will miss him loads, but i will see him again so all is good
but... still... as upset as i am...i wont be broke.... i'm the last one left here now, who really want more from life, the last one with grand scale ambition... not that that means everyones else's wants aren't equally important, my qoute for the day...
just because someone walks a different path, with a different destination, does not mean they walk the wrong one, they just walk a different one from you...
which is important to remember, i just personally want much larger things from life, but does not mean they are any more worthy...
anyway, i'm the last one left here with such plans, leaving me no one i can truly relate to... i'm hoping this will help rather than hinder me... but despite his leaving... i'm still happy... for some reason nothing seems to be able to shake that
so all is good
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
astupidfox:
Hey Huge. I'm back for good now. I miss chattin with ya. You fill up my comments like no one else!! peace out
whitetrash7:
hey fool! i,m glad your all good, nothing will change... you will always be behind on deadlines, fact.... but hey the best come last yeah, as in the traveling thing to... you know what you want and it doesnt matter how long it takes, cos you know when do it and it will be for the right reasons. make that dream.. in this last year we have bonded real strong, but it was when i left i felt how much it realy was, its funny how much you take things, places espec friends for granted, and you espec have been truely a great friend.. i,ll miss ya.. spk real soon.. stay happy