steve_huge

ok... so this morning the rant of last nite has passed... but some point in the near future i will comment on the subject as it does annoy.... its just hypocritical in nature.... i know you have no idea what the hell im talking about, but it will be covered promise and all will become clear for those that look for it

deans gone... being totally honest it really upset me last nite,. i hadn't really thought about just how good friends we'd become in the past year.... but we'd had so much in common, out look wise and what we want from our lives...

and now thats another one thats gone to live my dream as well.... but thats good as he needs it just as much as i do

i wish him the absolute best of luck and truly hope he finds everything he's looking for, will miss him loads, but i will see him again so all is good

but... still... as upset as i am...i wont be broke.... i'm the last one left here now, who really want more from life, the last one with grand scale ambition... not that that means everyones else's wants aren't equally important, my qoute for the day...

just because someone walks a different path, with a different destination, does not mean they walk the wrong one, they just walk a different one from you...

which is important to remember, i just personally want much larger things from life, but does not mean they are any more worthy...

anyway, i'm the last one left here with such plans, leaving me no one i can truly relate to... i'm hoping this will help rather than hinder me... but despite his leaving... i'm still happy... for some reason nothing seems to be able to shake that

so all is good