steve_huge

ok so as much as everythings cool at the moment... i'm still an idiot...

i dont think i ever got past my homework as a child... and i think thats had a profound effect on my work life now...

working as a freelance artist, i'm pretty much left to my own devices... i have a deadline.. aside from that, i work when i want, where i want, how i want, as hard as i want... (can you see where this is going ladies and gents )

which is much like school and homework... you have to have this done by then... go for your guns sonny... as long as its done by this time...

so... rather than do your homework... you'd spend your time watching songs of praise or horse racing... or something equally as boring for kids... rather than do your home work...

then the night before you needed to hand in your home work... you'd be up till god knows what time in the morning, torch under the covers desperately trying to get it done... and usually still working on it every free moment you had at school the same day, before it was due...

well... thats not changed for me... 6 week deadline... what am i doing at the moment... working till 6 every morning trying to get it finished as i've spent the last five weeks metaphorically watching songs of praise...

there's a word for people like me... and that word is...

prat...

oh well... its my fault... and the good thing is...

it still doesnt shake my new found happiness...

later people