christ i dont enjoy to moan, i really dont... at times i just cant help it...and i know i dont feel unique in this one... although i also know that its different for every person
just feels like the entire fucking planet is against me at the moment (which i know it isn't, doesnt stop me feeling that way though)... all i want is one nice thing from somebody... but no... obviously no quarter given...
(and thats not a cue for you to type nice things here... trust me, that'll make it worse.... for me its a bad sign if i need people i dont really know being nice to me to cheer me up... nothing against you guys obviously you're all great... but its not like we can pop out for a drink and you can cheer me up... and vice versa... so we dont reeaaaalllllyyyy know each other... just the way i feel)
so... what to do... at the moment i have no fucking idea
i want to book my ticket out to make it at least feel like i'm going somewhere... but i cant... jules doesnt know where she's going next and i'm meeting her... so if she doesnt know... im fucked basically... well for getting a ticket at least...
been trying to organise a trip to see tristian for ages... can i get that sorted... fuck no would be the answer... how fucking hard can it be... its not like he lives in another country...
the car is just a constant pain in my fucking arse.... poxy thing
works the only thing thats looking up... more money, less hours... its all good... although i even need to have a word with them.... turns out they're screwing me over a little... actually no... quite a lot.... like close to $1000 a month a lot... so i have to deal with that next week
ehhh.... i've had some lunch and i cant be bothered to moan any more... all in all i feel like shit today... and it just seems that no one of their own steam willl cheer me up
oh well... looks like i'll be going it alone again...
fuck... im sick of feeling lonely
theres just members of the human race i miss so much and its making me miserable...
just feels like the entire fucking planet is against me at the moment (which i know it isn't, doesnt stop me feeling that way though)... all i want is one nice thing from somebody... but no... obviously no quarter given...
(and thats not a cue for you to type nice things here... trust me, that'll make it worse.... for me its a bad sign if i need people i dont really know being nice to me to cheer me up... nothing against you guys obviously you're all great... but its not like we can pop out for a drink and you can cheer me up... and vice versa... so we dont reeaaaalllllyyyy know each other... just the way i feel)
so... what to do... at the moment i have no fucking idea
i want to book my ticket out to make it at least feel like i'm going somewhere... but i cant... jules doesnt know where she's going next and i'm meeting her... so if she doesnt know... im fucked basically... well for getting a ticket at least...
been trying to organise a trip to see tristian for ages... can i get that sorted... fuck no would be the answer... how fucking hard can it be... its not like he lives in another country...
the car is just a constant pain in my fucking arse.... poxy thing
works the only thing thats looking up... more money, less hours... its all good... although i even need to have a word with them.... turns out they're screwing me over a little... actually no... quite a lot.... like close to $1000 a month a lot... so i have to deal with that next week
ehhh.... i've had some lunch and i cant be bothered to moan any more... all in all i feel like shit today... and it just seems that no one of their own steam willl cheer me up
oh well... looks like i'll be going it alone again...
fuck... im sick of feeling lonely
theres just members of the human race i miss so much and its making me miserable...