ok... i believe one of my strengths is my ability to calm down and reassess any given situation... like last nite

my last entry, for any of you that read, was written at the height of my anger... this morning, i've calmed down...

my ability to calm and reassess is what stops me holding grudges for a long time. as with the way i was treated last nite... i really could... but the fact that some people are arseholes doesnt matter... not really... i now know they are and therefor am aware... and being aware is one of the most important things for a human being... its what seperates us from animals.. awareness

so many humans are unaware unfortunatel, and so run in to the same problems time after time, ik will not run into last nites problem with those same people so all is good. true colors have been shown... and i will not forget... i'll just take them for what they are..

and the plus sides to this weekend...

i made some real nice new friends ;ast nite, plus summers set went up putting her straight into my favorites although unfortunately still proving to me that i do have a definite type... short dark hair certainly seems to be a winning feature of that... also with a certain appearance... hmmmm