ok so summers set went up today... which means she got instantly added to my favorites...
god dammit thats one sexy mumma
but even thats not enough to cheer me up
i'm not gonna go into the whole thing of what went on tonight but the simple fact is i fucking hate most people...
strong words i know... but i do... i am feuled with a real fucking hatred tonight... i am sick and fucking tired of being used to make others feel better... and the reason i get used in that way... i have so much more going on than them, that they feel if they can drag me down in some way or just fucking using me like as prick to make themselves feel beter then that must be fucking great for them, as look... neils being used like a.... dare i use the c word... no i dont as i wont lower myself, but christ i want to...
simply put... i like to enjoy myself, i go out, i'm friendly, i enjoy myself, i air guitar, i running man... i just dont stand around acting to cool for school, i enjoy myself... as you'll all see if i ever make it to an sguk mmet
what i hate is when peiople abuse that fact and take the piss out of me and just to top it off... try to use the nicer side of my nature, the friendly part of me that wants to like evry one, to abuse that and make themselves feel oh so special... well not tonight... the tables fucking turned
i fucking hate my life at present and i hate every single one of you mutherfuckers that wanna play me like a fool to make yourselves feel better...
well fuck you, you fucking suck as does everyone else in your life if you need to treat me like that just to make you feel better...
fuck off and leave me the fuck alone
one bonus... i made to really nice new friends tonight... always the silver lining
god dammit thats one sexy mumma
but even thats not enough to cheer me up
i'm not gonna go into the whole thing of what went on tonight but the simple fact is i fucking hate most people...
strong words i know... but i do... i am feuled with a real fucking hatred tonight... i am sick and fucking tired of being used to make others feel better... and the reason i get used in that way... i have so much more going on than them, that they feel if they can drag me down in some way or just fucking using me like as prick to make themselves feel beter then that must be fucking great for them, as look... neils being used like a.... dare i use the c word... no i dont as i wont lower myself, but christ i want to...
simply put... i like to enjoy myself, i go out, i'm friendly, i enjoy myself, i air guitar, i running man... i just dont stand around acting to cool for school, i enjoy myself... as you'll all see if i ever make it to an sguk mmet
what i hate is when peiople abuse that fact and take the piss out of me and just to top it off... try to use the nicer side of my nature, the friendly part of me that wants to like evry one, to abuse that and make themselves feel oh so special... well not tonight... the tables fucking turned
i fucking hate my life at present and i hate every single one of you mutherfuckers that wanna play me like a fool to make yourselves feel better...
well fuck you, you fucking suck as does everyone else in your life if you need to treat me like that just to make you feel better...
fuck off and leave me the fuck alone
one bonus... i made to really nice new friends tonight... always the silver lining