why is life such a fight...
i spend the whole time fighting myself, its just one fight after the other...
i fight with the work, i fight with myself, i fight with my life... one fight after the other, i'm always fighting one of them...
as easy as change would seem... it's not... im angry with myself for letting the way i dealt with the monotony of my old life have such an effect on my life now and the way im trying to change it...
if i'd done what im trying to do now, a few years back, my life would be so much easier now... and would have been so much easier to change then... but instead i carried on and now its twenty times harder...
a stitch in time saves nine... how true that saying is... yet a saying you would never normally apply to my situation...
i know you are supossed to learn from the mistakes... lifes lessons and all that... but why are some lessons so hard... i get the point... give me a break
this post probably doesnt make much sense as i'm ranting...
its always good to clear the head...
ok small update...
one thing that did put a smile on my face... as much as i didnt want it to... nor did i think it could
JESUS CHRIST!!!
i'll say no more...
i spend the whole time fighting myself, its just one fight after the other...
i fight with the work, i fight with myself, i fight with my life... one fight after the other, i'm always fighting one of them...
as easy as change would seem... it's not... im angry with myself for letting the way i dealt with the monotony of my old life have such an effect on my life now and the way im trying to change it...
if i'd done what im trying to do now, a few years back, my life would be so much easier now... and would have been so much easier to change then... but instead i carried on and now its twenty times harder...
a stitch in time saves nine... how true that saying is... yet a saying you would never normally apply to my situation...
i know you are supossed to learn from the mistakes... lifes lessons and all that... but why are some lessons so hard... i get the point... give me a break
this post probably doesnt make much sense as i'm ranting...
its always good to clear the head...
ok small update...
one thing that did put a smile on my face... as much as i didnt want it to... nor did i think it could
JESUS CHRIST!!!
i'll say no more...
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to answer your quesiton (posed a while ago, i'm sure you've over it), the weekend sucked, as usual. it will never be good. unless i don't work. or if i just got laid (which won't happen because a. i'm a major bitch during the work weekends; and b. i'm just as unattractive as i feel on weekends).
hm. cheer up, charlie. you need a bubble tea and all will be well.