steve_huge

ok so the weekend was pretty good...

but...

for any of you that follow my journal you'll know the ups and downs i have over personal life versus work, especially the way i spend my weekends...

all work and no play and all that...

so this weekend i had friends come to stay, paul and donna... so i didnt get hardly any work done...

this should be a good thing, as i complain all the time about having to work so much... i have now discovered a bizarre twist in my life... work has invaded my to a far higher degree than just taking over the physical, doing aspects of my personal life... it has now penetrated the mental internal aspects..

i spent the entire weekend feeling guilty that i wasn't working, feeling guilty for spending time with two good friends that i rarely get the chance to see... all because i did not spend every waking moment drawing pictures of muscular men in spandex...

it actually spoilt my weekend more than doing the work does... because all i could think about wa tthe work... and to add to that guilt i felt guilty for thinking about work while i was supposed to be enjoying time with my friends

theres something wrong there

anyway i'll deal with that at a later point

all in all the weekend was good... told donna that jules was maybe gonna become a suicide girl (if we can geet our arse in gear ) and that i had pics of her up on my journal... she was extremely jealous and now wants me to put pics of her up on my journal until sshe gets a new computer and join herself... everyone wants to be an SG

paul seemed keen on the idea as well... was nice to see paul again... dont see him nearly enough... anyway i have to get back to the work

later people