so the weekend came and went... and now monday is rapidly coming to a close and soon tuesday, followed by wednesday, then thursday and friday and after that its another weekend...
will i have my hopes up for the next one... not bloody likely...
the last few hundred weekends havent been so great so why should the next one...
hmmmm that all sounds very pessimistic and depressing.... but i'm fine and happy honest
its far easier to be happier once accepting the way things around you generally flow
but the weekend was far from a complete loss.... oh no... it may not have been the 48 hrs of party fun and debauchery i was expecting... but i had my eyes widened to a few things....
friends... no matter how much i love them they cant be trusted for everything
i watched a documentary on columbine...
its a sad thing when a place is known due to such horror.... was a really good documentary and made me consider a lot...
i'm poor... and i do meanpoor... again... which made me act on it and confront a few things that i have been shying away from
i also managed to do some more work and sort some more of my life out
so not a complete waste.... but to be honest i was looking forward to a weekend relaxing with my buds... maybe getting drunk... look at a few girls... maybe even chat to few, makes some new friends so to speak
a weekend off would have been nice.... as much as i enjoy sorting my life and feeding my brain... theres only so much it can process...
you never know.... maybe next week will surprise me... but i doubt it, so i wont expect it to...
oh and i designed my new tattoos... YAY!!! new ink
will i have my hopes up for the next one... not bloody likely...
the last few hundred weekends havent been so great so why should the next one...
hmmmm that all sounds very pessimistic and depressing.... but i'm fine and happy honest
its far easier to be happier once accepting the way things around you generally flow
but the weekend was far from a complete loss.... oh no... it may not have been the 48 hrs of party fun and debauchery i was expecting... but i had my eyes widened to a few things....
friends... no matter how much i love them they cant be trusted for everything
i watched a documentary on columbine...
its a sad thing when a place is known due to such horror.... was a really good documentary and made me consider a lot...
i'm poor... and i do meanpoor... again... which made me act on it and confront a few things that i have been shying away from
i also managed to do some more work and sort some more of my life out
so not a complete waste.... but to be honest i was looking forward to a weekend relaxing with my buds... maybe getting drunk... look at a few girls... maybe even chat to few, makes some new friends so to speak
a weekend off would have been nice.... as much as i enjoy sorting my life and feeding my brain... theres only so much it can process...
you never know.... maybe next week will surprise me... but i doubt it, so i wont expect it to...
oh and i designed my new tattoos... YAY!!! new ink
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again, thanks for your advice, you have an insight i usually don't ever see and really need, so thank you. i really gotta stop beating myself up over shit.
i owe you a milk.