steve_huge

christmas sucked... as always... i really dont know why i let it get me down... its the same every poxy year

surrounded by a bunch of people who've known me my whole life yet have no real idea who i am

surrounded by my closest friends... most of whom also have no idea who i am...

strange thing christmas... as much as i dont build my hopes up and as much as i rag on it... somewhere inside me must be a ray of hope thats something is gonna happen to lift my spirits...

never does though

anyway, i wont dwell on it... new years eve today... i'm hoping this year will bring a lot more than the last few...

i plan to get the hell out of england this year... go see somee of tthe world, i've seen some already, spent a lot of time in the states, but this year i want to se some new cultures, something with a little more history and diversity to it

anyway i guess thats enough of that, just like to release it every now and then

better get to work anyway, have loads to do... so whats new there

if anyone reads this have a good new year... if not... well hav a good new year anyway...