steve_huge

ok from my last post you may think i actually want a woman... not true... i was just making an observation...

but...

i have a lot of friends who dont see that... they think i must want a partner, need to have a partner... mostly because i have been alone for so long now...

point iss, understand the importance of relationships... of course... i loved being with jules and we had some amazing times... and i love having a partner... what people dont seem to understand is that i dont need that right now... im not so insecure in myself that i need a partner and can not spend time alone.. especially when im working toward something bigger

i know most people see partners and settling as the bee all and end all of their lives... and if thats what they want, then im pleased for them... but i dont appreciate having their insecurities forced on me... especially not all nite long, when all i want to do is chill out and enjoy myself...

i dont need you to find me a girl friend... to be honest i dont even want one at the moment...

i know i'll meet someone else, i dont need you reassuring me of this fact all nite long

most importantly, things aren't different. so theres no point telling me if they were how great it could be... and to be honest, if things were different things wouldnt be great... i wouldnt want to be with you anyway...

im not happy, no, but thats not just because i've been alone for so long... it has more to do with my life situation than my current relationship situation...

anyway... i know people mean well.... but it just gets annoying, so...

FUCK OFF!!!

anyway gang... all is well, hope its as well for you