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i get confused with what it is i should up date with...

my brain works at ten times the speed i believe it should... as any of you know, who's journals i comment on regularly, i say a lot, i have a lot tom say and give, i always have an opinion of some sort on a situation, i believe you should have an opinion...
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clearbrightfire:
ooooh yes, with our proton packs, yours could be blue mine could be pink

but im the boss ok
mck:
Yeah, no doubt. I had a conversation like this last week...

"Can you do an eight pager?"

"Yeah, sure, when's the deadline?"

"Er, tomorrow."

"Right, I might be a bit late then."

So, Majestic huh? That's a pretty big gig. Nice one. smile
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ok, i, like many of you i'm sure, like to feed my brain

i like to know

knowledge is power and all that... no point being ignorant... i'd rather see the car that was about to hit me and maybe prepare for it rather than it catch me unawares and hope for the best...

anyway... my point is i like to fee my brain

as...
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evillyn:
Yes, I'll have to check out some of those musicians you recommended. My comp went over well, I think I may have swayed him.
mrs_cadaver:
cool. do you know where i could find them?
well, phlebotomy is drawing peoples blood. simple as that. i don't mind it so it wont be hard for me to do. and it is only about a 500 dollar certification. within 3 months i can get a job too! for being my age and not going to college 15 dollars an hour is way rad!
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ok

im off out soon, will update later, maybe while i'm completely wasted... need it tonight, dont know whats going on... just feeling a little...

i dont know but this first beer seems to be helping...

seen some strange but wonderful things the last few days... most of all...

adaption man... although i think it was spoilt a little in the last 15 minutes... although...
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trills:
Hope you had a nice night out ♥
mrs_cadaver:
sounds like you had fun! wink
i had to work at six this morning and it felt like death skull
and i have new pics up, so come check um out
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ok this is a serious post... i know its going to sound like i'm joking... but i'm not

...

i'm going to sell my material life, what do we think its worth...

i want a fresh start... really fresh... so i'm gonna sell everything and start again

clean slate, i'm going to use the money to clear as much of my debt as possible and...
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saintgeorge:
"The things you own end up owning you."

Let me know how that whole thing goes.
lorenzferus:
LOL, you're selling your video games?!!! Halo 2!!

Seriously I don't know, I never thought of that. What do you think something like that does for someone?
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ok, so i'm feeling ok today...

but...

i do feel sorry for this planet and the inhabitants on it that give a fuck... because those that dont are going to ruin it for the rest of us... and i mean than literally...

any body seen any of the recent calculations and predictions for the planet... if you have, you'll know why i have been so...
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zemre:
ah, i can feel your frustrations when it comes to realizing how little people care about anything outside their sphere. here, at my college, i recently had to create an insane scene on my floor because some twits kept tossing their garbage in the recycling bins, which were locate less than two feet from the actual garbage cans. i couldn't determin if it was cause by laziness or stupidity.. and no one would fess up to who was doing it so a mystery it remains.

as for me, i use AIM. so if you ever get online ShesHellonHeels is my username. i appear on a lot but often i am at class and haven't put an away message up. so if i don't respond right away i'm probably off galavanting around.
violently:
you are so understanding and nice. your gf is a lucky lady smile

as always thanks for your advice...i actually had a quote in mind that i've always wanted to put on me somewhere. it's from thomas wolfe, "you can't go home again."

something to think about for sure. and damn you're right, i wish amazon sold tattoos. smile

*hugs*
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ok im feeling happier today... will do a full journal entry at some point explaining the reason for my... 'mood' yesterday...

the reason still concerns me but doesnt get me down... no point moping

do something about it, rather than worrying etc.

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lovelylily:
im glad ur feelin better....lol btw i would hope it would take longer than an hour!! haha...but i was just sayin it would be nice to find out what an hour with you would be like.. hahathat is all...im glad u are doin better...eeek i start school today...im scared surreal
bloodxflux:
oklahoma is right smack in the middle of the states. it gets hot in the summer and cold in the winter, it rains a bit but not much. And I've pretty much been bored since i got here, the only places that stay open all night are wal mart and dinners like denny's and ihop. which was all i used to do, sit at ihop all night drinking tea and chatting with friends. but that gets old rather fast, it's not very pretty here either, flat land, no rolling countryside, just dead grass and ugly tress everywhere. shit, you can't even get a tattoo in oklahoma. The coolest thing for oklahomans to do is go to dallas texas. Dallas is lovely, not too expensive and it's such a large city with so much to do, it's the souths version of new york. I love dallas, I was going to move there, but settled on portland instead. the places in america worth seeing are as follows: new york, LA, San Fran CA, san diego CA, portland OR, seattle WA, las vegas NV, dallas TX, austin TX, new orleans LA, atlanta GA, st augustine FL, miami FL, detroit MI.
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shit...

is a weird feeling i've been left with...

feels like depression, but thats not quite the way to describe it... sadness, sorrow, worry... none of them are quite right

will explain all when i can be bothered to spend the time writing it out... right now i tend to think... whats the bloody point

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bloodxflux:
cause you're a dum dum
lovelylily:
awww!!!! i hate feeling that way!! oh yeah i wanna find out bout that hour with you... hahah darn sure wish u werent soo far!!! frown
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ok i've just got back from a night out

karaoke for a friends birthday... one of my 'normal' friends as they like to call them selves... making me and my other friends what exactly...

now you can see the pic off me (still the only one i know, i really just dont photograph well... as you can see wink) i'm not that bizarre or extreme......
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trills:
You should have filmed that -_^
breesnob:
thanks for the advice.. smile i traded my movies in, just a few, I saved the credit, but i did get shattered glass, and the village.. yup smile
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hmmmm

music has a strange effect on me

i noticed toady how it has the ability to highlight a problem in my life that i didnt know existed...

example... listening to a song today, it really upset me... reeeeeally upset me. so i listened to it a few times over taking note of the words and why it upset me...

and realised that the lyrics...
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lovelylily:
i totally understand what u are talking bout and how u feel....music has a big effect on me...wether it makes me feel happy or sad...its strange...but music is very powerful...
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ok i was reading one of my friends journals today...

(lovelylily)

and she made a comment on there about the fact that people had told her she didnt belong on this site as she didnt get naked in her pictures....

to which i obviously chipped in my two pence worth (as any of you who knows me knows... i always do wink)

anyway...
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daggers:
thank you!
kaetzchen:
hey my sister is here now so please just let me know how i can have her get a hold of you or vice versa okay? later! kiss
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ok the weekend kinda sucked... i'm still struggling with the whole motivation issued... worked practically every hour the weekend threw at me and i feel like i got nothing done...

its cause i keep jumping on and off this site... make a cuppa... phone some friends.... wander round the house....watch the wall... pretty much anything that gets in the way of me working...

WHAT THE...
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g00000ne:
Thank you so much for the kind words and bday wishes. kiss
lovelylily:
oh my gosh i just seen u have the same bday as my oldest daughter...thats awesome! wink
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i have to say, i'm loving this place... its just so... friendly.... something i dont experience very often in the real world

no i dont want to come across as a whinger... i accepted a long time ago that once i got outside the front door most people are rude, ignorant, sanctamonious, self absorbed, imbaciles and i'm fine with that... doesnt stop me going out...
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corrigan:
artemis fowl. that rules.
violently:
thank you smile