a few things have happened recently that have made me utterly miserable...
to be honest, i know i'm just being paranoid im some areas... but i cant help but let it get me down... especially when combined with everything else
so i think maybe its time for me to leave the site... as certain sides of it do me no good... especially with my current...
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to be honest, i know i'm just being paranoid im some areas... but i cant help but let it get me down... especially when combined with everything else
so i think maybe its time for me to leave the site... as certain sides of it do me no good... especially with my current...
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well...
went out last night... was ok... just fueled the already miserable state im in though...
oh well
went out last night... was ok... just fueled the already miserable state im in though...
oh well
clearbrightfire:
I hate it when nights out dont work
*hugs*
*hugs*
trills:
That's a bugger 
Gotta try to know though, right?
Gotta try to know though, right?
christ i dont enjoy to moan, i really dont... at times i just cant help it...and i know i dont feel unique in this one... although i also know that its different for every person
just feels like the entire fucking planet is against me at the moment (which i know it isn't, doesnt stop me feeling that way though)... all i want is one...
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just feels like the entire fucking planet is against me at the moment (which i know it isn't, doesnt stop me feeling that way though)... all i want is one...
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as an artist, and more importantly an illustrator, i have always been very observant... i look at everything... but i look at the mechanics of every little detail rather than the object as a whole...
how does it work, what shape is it, how would i redraw it.... cars, flowers, people, buildings, chairs, windows, animals... everything...
so i have always been an observant person... why...
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how does it work, what shape is it, how would i redraw it.... cars, flowers, people, buildings, chairs, windows, animals... everything...
so i have always been an observant person... why...
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blythe:
One cannot refuse to eat just because there is a chance of being choked....
WOW!! I love that...keep bein creative dude...dont ever loose it.....if you do? One day i can guarantee you regret it
WOW!! I love that...keep bein creative dude...dont ever loose it.....if you do? One day i can guarantee you regret it
ok... i wrote a lot here earlier... but to be honest... im sick of moaning... although it wasnt all a moan... more a statement of certain facts about me and my life at present
either way... i didnt think it was right... so its gone...
either way... i didnt think it was right... so its gone...
blythe:
you madman! x x x
born_to_die:
hey dude i never got to read the entry you got rid of, but it obviously was'nt you so thats cool.
how's work going?
also going to work out how much it's gana cost to come to southend, hopefully we can still come up.
anyway dude see ya...
how's work going?
also going to work out how much it's gana cost to come to southend, hopefully we can still come up.
anyway dude see ya...
ok... major update tonight
have had what can only be described as a life altering couple of days...
nothing major has happened to be truthful, as you'll see in the update.... but... something in my head has snapped... theres only so much anyone can take...
if you add weight to a beam, even in small doses, that weight still builds and eventually the beam beaks.......
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have had what can only be described as a life altering couple of days...
nothing major has happened to be truthful, as you'll see in the update.... but... something in my head has snapped... theres only so much anyone can take...
if you add weight to a beam, even in small doses, that weight still builds and eventually the beam beaks.......
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hollygolightly:
glad you are ok love.
born_to_die:
hey dude how you doing with the deadline thing 
all be worth it though
all be worth it though
back in southampton...
all good... gonna get absolutely slaughtered tomorrow and forget about work... well... for the most part... have to work while here...
oh well.... its got to be done
anyway gang... have a great weekend whatever you chose to do... may update again later
speak soon
p.s... misery is looking pretty fine... problem is really dont want to lose anyone from the favorites......
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all good... gonna get absolutely slaughtered tomorrow and forget about work... well... for the most part... have to work while here...
oh well.... its got to be done
anyway gang... have a great weekend whatever you chose to do... may update again later
speak soon
p.s... misery is looking pretty fine... problem is really dont want to lose anyone from the favorites......
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blythe:
oooh hows the poster goin??...have you seen Bubba Ho-tep...i watched it last night it was fabulous!!!
"heeeey im thinkin with sand here"
"heeeey im thinkin with sand here"
ahhhhh fuck it...
the man not busy living is busy dying...
thats me that is...
fuck...
the man not busy living is busy dying...
thats me that is...
fuck...
tights and capes and pages and pages and eye beams and pages and pages and pages and muscles and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and buildings and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and flying and spandex and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and tights and capes and...
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hollygolightly:
i'd love to see the inner workings of your mind... take care 
karnivale:
As I was reading that, the words "pages" and "and" started to disappear. However "flying spandex" kept jumping out at me.
quote:
i never see what has been done; i only see what remains to be done...
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weekend was pretty uneventful... but ok....
in good news... i got my camera... so photography and sets here we come (get ready jules... i have a few great ideas now)
in bad news... my fucking car is becoming the bane of my existence and not the financial...
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i never see what has been done; i only see what remains to be done...
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weekend was pretty uneventful... but ok....
in good news... i got my camera... so photography and sets here we come (get ready jules... i have a few great ideas now
)
in bad news... my fucking car is becoming the bane of my existence and not the financial...
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iris1:
yuck. money/tax worries suck. It just dawned on me that I will have to start paying taxes now. Yuck yuck.
Yay about the camera though
Yay about the camera though
hollygolightly:
its the sides that define the mountain top, and without the sides of the mountain, you wouldn't have a top to reach.
i know exactly what you meant in your note, thats what i was getting at, just in my own round about screwed up way.
i know exactly what you meant in your note, thats what i was getting at, just in my own round about screwed up way.
fuck me that was a pretty good weekend....
yet more on the photography front... is just a weird thing at the moment
will update properly later tonight... work to do now... will add the quote for the week then too
yet more on the photography front... is just a weird thing at the moment
will update properly later tonight... work to do now... will add the quote for the week then too
iris1:
I look forward to it
born_to_die:
ah exiting googe story. sounds good please tell please.
its cool you sound happy today mister.
not long till i.m up your neck of the woods, should be a blast.
[Edited on Jun 20, 2005 10:13AM]
its cool you sound happy today mister.
not long till i.m up your neck of the woods, should be a blast.
[Edited on Jun 20, 2005 10:13AM]
this weeks positive quote
dream different dreams while on the same bed
its an important one...
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tuesday 14th
great song
days of worth
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14th
so the photography seems to be snow balling... and i havent taken a single photo yet... for that matter i dont have the camera... but a number off people have already offered to model... depending on my quality i...
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dream different dreams while on the same bed
its an important one...
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tuesday 14th
great song
days of worth
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14th
so the photography seems to be snow balling... and i havent taken a single photo yet... for that matter i dont have the camera... but a number off people have already offered to model... depending on my quality i...
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whitetrash7:
man! 90% of the above comments have not got any idea of what you mean.. above all, do they realy care? like to think so....... anyway luv ya man, want your man babies
born_to_die:
ah i see you have a little colour in your sg favs now. nice choice dude.
not long till im in your neck of the woods.
see ya dude
not long till im in your neck of the woods.
see ya dude
hope ur feeling happier sugar
miss u
xx