stepchild13

Just got home from goth night at a local club. Pretty tipsy, my friend who drove me home got pulled over. Had my first breathalizer. Other than that seperated from my friend and was a loner for a while at the club. Interesting night to say the least. Even though I have g/f, I've always wanted a random girl somewhere to say "Hey, how YOU doin'" I've literally never had a girl come on to me randomly. Not having a high self esteem doesn't help either. No matter how much my g/f says "You're amazing and sexy" I can't help but wonder if anyone else does. Is there something wrong with that? Kind of depressing. ::sigh:: Pretty drunk, yeah, night.