stem

When can i be me?
Why does everything hold me back.

Everything, on the surface, is fine.
But even my relationship pisses me off.


Am i being clear yet?

[music: avril - hot]
long night at work, but shit got done.
i can't believe what the actually expect of me.
kittens are doing damn wel, better than me.
i think i'm a wee bit off.
love too much?

Happy Fucking Day
I was pretty much early to work.
Good deal.
Lunch was a pain.
Spent half an hour at the cell one booth.
Then lost 100 dollars to a mall floor.
Yeah.
Emo.
-ded.-

So i have a few options-
Sin Motherfuckin' City.
City of [lost] Angels.
Emerald City.

Roll the die.
That's what i have to do.
I need to get my ass in gear.
I need fresh[ly processed] air.
I need to believe in love.
But fuck it.
Mostly i need to go to sleep.