stellamahonney

Things are starting to settle down into that late summer lull. Its so nice to just relax for once. I wish we still had a pool though. It has been so very humid for the last 2 weeks. I'm almost motivated enough to go buy new furniture.... blach. I figure i have all fall and winter for that stuff. Everything is pretty much fine. i've been in a rut latley about me not getting anything accomplished in life. like putting off college and not even reading as much as i used to. its like i'm slowly dumbing down and my life has become stationary. I love living by the seat of my pants or at least learned to love it from my crazy mother who thought that me not likeing her boyfriend (my dads ex best friend and the reason they got a divorce) was enough to kick me out. to put it simply i don't feel like i'm living my life, i feel like i'm just sitting here watching everything i ever wanted fly by.