stellablue1

figure i should update.
what to say? what to say?
is it just me or are you amazed by people everyday? whether it be their position on a viewpoint, the kindness they show others, the bitter remarks, the decieving looks? i'm just amazed by how cruel one person can be and how kind the next can be. people here at work are being very angry with each other over this election. two people wont speak to each other because they voted for opposing candidates. that seems quite childish to me. i overheard an older salesman lecturing to a younger salesmen about he was "severly" disappointed in him for not voting. to which, the younger salesmen argued that he was still "on-the-fence". i could completely understand his point of view. i voted for kerry because i think we could have used a change. that and i think presidents should only serve 4 years because 4 years is long enough. as soon as he said that, another salesmen, a british man, started on him about how is a privilege to vote and this and that. i dont know why older people feel like they should tell you how to feel, or how to act, or how to be american. when september 11th happened, i remember going to work and all the guys were eating lunch. they asked me what i thought about everything that had happened. i replied "i'm not sure i know what i'm feeling". for some reason, and maybe it was the happenings of the day, a gentleman laid into me telling me "i wasnt thankful i was safe, i was being disrespectful, people died and i didnt know how to feel?! that's absurd". personally, i thought what's so absurb about that. i've been running into this lately. older, "wiser" people telling me how to think, how to feel, how to act. maybe they dont remember being young, trying to find your way, trying to find yourself. thanks for the help but i'll figure out me for myself.


sorry about the ramblings

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although my rant was a bit pessimistic, i'm having a good day. i've got a shirt on that says "tastes like butta" and i have pretty pink nails. just thought i'd let ya know...


can somebody get me one of these?