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stella_marie

an island thats long

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Sunday Oct 02, 2005

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its always been a known fact that the bar i always hang out in is a coke den. ive never cared cause i dont do coke. i hate coke. ive seen friends destroy themselves on it and i hate it and them for it. tonight, my friend walked me back from the bar and we were sitting outside talking as he went through his pockets and took out a bag of coke. this was the first time ive ever seen it. i asked him if he would mind if i went inside to take a picture of it. i sat in the room wondering what it would be like to do it. i know i have a problem with addictions and thats why i never try any drugs.

but for that one brief moment, i wondered.



i sat and stared at it


i imagined what it would feel like


as it goes up my nose


drips down my throat


spreads through my veins




he came in and set it up in lines for me

set the shutter

set the fstop

click

click



time suddenly went so fast, it somehow seemed to be a stand still

10 seconds to create the lines

1/100 of a second to shoot it

3 seconds to look at one another

1 second to put his face down to the book

2 seconds to snort it all

3 seconds for me to throw him out


fantasy gone

never to be had again
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
laceyglove:
wow ! goosebumps! wow!
Oct 3, 2005
annalee:
Yes I always do even it takes me ages to repy or I forget because I get so confused! robot smile
Oct 3, 2005

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