stella67

Ok last night I went over to Steve's place (the one who's fallen in love with me) cause I had to get outta the house cause my family was driving me mad. It was kinda weird cause we were just hanging out watching shitty tv in his room and I just really wanted to lean over and kiss him. I didn't, but I wanted to. The reason this is weird is cause we've been mates for years and I've never been attracted to him. I dunno if this is a genuine feeling or me inventing feelings cause I just like the idea of someone being in love with me. I've done it before and then a month later I snap out of it and go ok what the fuck was I thinking. Arghhh I'm so confused!