Trials and errors of budding love attraction. New rush, new crash, new hopes and old worries. Perhaps an infatuation, followed by my euphoria, only to settled in (?) for slow and pleasant if already boring social habit. But is it fair? To her? To me? Obviously I'm meandering here...
Perhaps I need to be, or prefer to be surrounded by my solitude. Focusing on my work, occasionally finding relief and refuge in the intense lovemaking. Hmmm. That is probably a better way.
The trouble with falling in love when you are certain age is you bring a wary experience to things. You also trail an accumulation of tastes and objects that, when they are different from your beloveds, have to be accommodated. Its like a third person in the relationship.
Perhaps I need to be, or prefer to be surrounded by my solitude. Focusing on my work, occasionally finding relief and refuge in the intense lovemaking. Hmmm. That is probably a better way.
The trouble with falling in love when you are certain age is you bring a wary experience to things. You also trail an accumulation of tastes and objects that, when they are different from your beloveds, have to be accommodated. Its like a third person in the relationship.