stasiss_levine

my mom use to play this when I was little just to see me cry..... I am not shure why I looked it up but found it....
not shure why I looked it up .. maybee im really trying to understand and move through the turama of my life...
the doctors say that im woring through alot of it... being fully diagnosed with PTSD has helped me understand why I was having so much trouble befor... It really dose help to know that im not making up the real terror I feel everyday now..

it helps to know that it was me, trying to reach out for help not attention... or maybee both... I turelyt needed both ... anyways here is another one of my favs to those that come across this journal..

there is a plus side to all this ive managed to go from 280 down 2 245 in the past 3 months... I keep tellin my docs im sick...because ive not be dieting and well to turly excorsize u thecnicaly need to go out and do so... id break something if I tried to do it in the house... a bookshelf or two.. man I swear its crazy how many books are in this house right now...
huggers n kisses bye bye for now

~MaryAnne