Herllo all... I just wanted to say thankyou to all those who took the time to read my journal yesterday... it was tough to recall all of that...
I feel I didnt touch on the fact that I love my daughter so much...
I just wanted her to grow up being loved know that she was loved...
I have constant fighting and yelling .. I wanted something differnt for her... thats why I gave her up in the end.. she deserved better than I could give her at the time....
Enough of all that.... huggs n kisses to you all ty for being here...
Its pay day Yay ... There were a few people at the bar that were really glad to see me ... they had wonderd how I was doing when I would walk past... the store is right next door so they allways watched me walk by....
Anyways... they were a bit worried since I have lost weight if I was ok or not...
Yeah to be honest I still have a bit of sarrow, and alot of pain.. but I feel really good... For once I gfeel that I have alot of support in my life.. wich really helps me worlds... I dont get that enough at home...I am really glad that I came to sg.....now you all know I started a thread The Oxfordboy apreciation thread if you dont know him go see his journal oxfordboy.. if you havnt seen his sb set please do... he is a very gooda sweet guy... he deserves all the support that he can get.. I am a big fan.. I also love him with all my heart... I cant imagine us never being friends.... huggs n kisses to him...
ok all well I am just sitting here I am avoiding the boards at the moment.. seems to be just uhhh... thats all I can come up with....
I got my screen name for two places the forst part I got from a friend in hight school who told me the only reson he wouldnt date me was becasue I was to"paranoid" I was allways looking over my shoulder..
the second part of my name is what my frist true love called me... after sex he would hold me afterwards and tell me storys and I would fall asleep in his arms.. he said I looked like a babydoll... so to remeber these to really nice people I combined the two nics together ... so there you go... ty to everyone who shared there storys about there screen names with me....
I am going to go bye bye for now all...
I love you all ... really ty for being here...
~MaryAnne
I desided for my daughters b-day I was going to get a little something for myself... well yet again it seems that fate will step in.. My mom took all my money for rent.. Wich is no suprise she dose this everymonth ... so is there anyone that can help me out this is what i want to get
Th gift i was going to get
I feel I didnt touch on the fact that I love my daughter so much...
I just wanted her to grow up being loved know that she was loved...
I have constant fighting and yelling .. I wanted something differnt for her... thats why I gave her up in the end.. she deserved better than I could give her at the time....
Enough of all that.... huggs n kisses to you all ty for being here...
Its pay day Yay ... There were a few people at the bar that were really glad to see me ... they had wonderd how I was doing when I would walk past... the store is right next door so they allways watched me walk by....
Anyways... they were a bit worried since I have lost weight if I was ok or not...
Yeah to be honest I still have a bit of sarrow, and alot of pain.. but I feel really good... For once I gfeel that I have alot of support in my life.. wich really helps me worlds... I dont get that enough at home...I am really glad that I came to sg.....now you all know I started a thread The Oxfordboy apreciation thread if you dont know him go see his journal oxfordboy.. if you havnt seen his sb set please do... he is a very gooda sweet guy... he deserves all the support that he can get.. I am a big fan.. I also love him with all my heart... I cant imagine us never being friends.... huggs n kisses to him...
ok all well I am just sitting here I am avoiding the boards at the moment.. seems to be just uhhh... thats all I can come up with....
I got my screen name for two places the forst part I got from a friend in hight school who told me the only reson he wouldnt date me was becasue I was to"paranoid" I was allways looking over my shoulder..
the second part of my name is what my frist true love called me... after sex he would hold me afterwards and tell me storys and I would fall asleep in his arms.. he said I looked like a babydoll... so to remeber these to really nice people I combined the two nics together ... so there you go... ty to everyone who shared there storys about there screen names with me....
I am going to go bye bye for now all...
I love you all ... really ty for being here...
~MaryAnne
I desided for my daughters b-day I was going to get a little something for myself... well yet again it seems that fate will step in.. My mom took all my money for rent.. Wich is no suprise she dose this everymonth ... so is there anyone that can help me out this is what i want to get
Th gift i was going to get
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Well I won't hold it against you if you fail.