Hello all... I am ok...
I have been through the boards and I have seen how much we all make fun of "emo" people... So I have chosen to take tomarrow off I will be very emo.. Its one of the hardest days of the year for me.. I dont want to be arround because I am not shure how I am going to be... I plan on curling up in bed with a few good books I have a few cd's that I have made.. and most of all I am going to rest...
Dont worry I am not going anywhere.. I wont do anything stupid... I just need to have this day to myself.. thats all..... there are two friends of mine here on sg that know what day tomarrow is and I will hope that they understand more so what I am going through.... ok all well I hope you all have a great rest of your weekend... I will see you all again on monday..... huggs n kisses
I love you all...
~MaryAnne
SARAH McLACHLAN LYRICS
"Fallen"
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]
I know that I have used this one befor but well I have found myself listening to it all day even made me cry.. just keep playing it over and over again... so I am going to put it here again...
NICKELBACK LYRICS
"Savin' Me"
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Hurry I'm fallin'
I have been through the boards and I have seen how much we all make fun of "emo" people... So I have chosen to take tomarrow off I will be very emo.. Its one of the hardest days of the year for me.. I dont want to be arround because I am not shure how I am going to be... I plan on curling up in bed with a few good books I have a few cd's that I have made.. and most of all I am going to rest...
Dont worry I am not going anywhere.. I wont do anything stupid... I just need to have this day to myself.. thats all..... there are two friends of mine here on sg that know what day tomarrow is and I will hope that they understand more so what I am going through.... ok all well I hope you all have a great rest of your weekend... I will see you all again on monday..... huggs n kisses
I love you all...
~MaryAnne
SARAH McLACHLAN LYRICS
"Fallen"
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]
I know that I have used this one befor but well I have found myself listening to it all day even made me cry.. just keep playing it over and over again... so I am going to put it here again...
NICKELBACK LYRICS
"Savin' Me"
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Hurry I'm fallin'
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I hope things get better.
*sending tons of hugs your way!*