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ok I had an appointment to day to see if i can keep getting my benifets .. They re-instated me for another year... wohoo nothing bog to report on that.
I had a talk with my sister about her kids and not giveing my info out, espicaly to greig (theEx) I am just really glad that he lives in connecticut. At Least theres that. I just blew things way out of perportion (again)
After talking to my neice, all that vaunerablility came flooding back. All the fear. I was right back where I was four years ago. I took a breather and talked to some friends and my parents who have made shure that he cannot come and see me.
I have been having constant headaches for about three weeks. they have given me the wonder drug that is non narcodic and has no asprin in it called midrin... good stuff just mildly makes it go away without feeling very drowsy...
I am ok now I think...
Now that i have had a chance to calm down and get rest I am much better. huggs all ty for everyone in helping me get calmed down... huggs n kisses to you all... I dont have much planned for today just surfing...
~MaryAnne