Hello everyone... well I know i said I would stay away but I dfind that I have nothing but time on my hands and am a bit bored...
uhh it was a long day today.. I didnt get much rest drank too much coffee ...
I went for my second rounds of counsaling and group therapy today
uhh first of all its tough to find enough to talk about for an hour...
group therapy is allright... I have to talk every time I go in, wich is ok... if I wasnt having so much stress over being in a group setting. its a two hour thing, so you do have to listen to everyone and put some imput in... its tough ..
I know I will get use to it soon enough, and i have to make it work for me.. Just hard not to fidget, and move arround...
uhh takes alot out of me..
I have also done my second U.A. if I pass this one, wich I know I will ... I have been clean for three years. I only have to do one everyother week... ha take that mom and dad... it never fails if I am having problems my parents mostly moy mom plays the dam drug card... I guess the thing is I am glad I dont have to go to aa, or na meatings
.. sorry to those that take offence but I am not for em hate they dont do anything for me
Well this will definatly shut her up for awhile...
~sigh~ But at least they cant say I am not trying everything that they want... At least they cant say that I am not doing it..
am still a little sad... I had a really great day yesterday and sunday... I just am glad that today is almost over. I need some rest and to recoup.. I have another group setion and counsaling tomarrow as well.... wich will conclud this weeks regimne ...
I am just about done with the stuff for Mir.. just one more thing befor she shows up tomarrow... then Ryan comes in on thursady night... uhh might get to have a drink with him friday, or we are going to go do something sat.. wooohooo uhh have missed Ryan alot he hasnt been in town for two years... We use to go to school together.. One of those we liked echother but never really took it anywhere...
then On monday my ex/ friend Chris Will be in.. His mom lives two blocks over. I cant wait till I get a chance to talk to him.. He makes me laugh even when I dont want to.. IO have a whole lota stuff for him... We might go up and see kyle too. It will be nice toi have the three of us all together...
Me Chris and Kyle all use to live together.. it was alot of fun... we use to get loaded and watch The Big Lebowski God that move rocks..
I remember we use to sit on this couch and pass out I was in the middle kyle would fall asleep on me I would fall asleep on chris and he fell asleep with his arm at the end proping his head up... uhh good times ok... well I think that I should get out of here I think I have said way to much...
Much love everyone.. I am hoping you all are doing well.. huggs to those who want em.. kisses for those who need em.. I know i so do right now..
~MaryAnne
uhh it was a long day today.. I didnt get much rest drank too much coffee ...
I went for my second rounds of counsaling and group therapy today
uhh first of all its tough to find enough to talk about for an hour...
group therapy is allright... I have to talk every time I go in, wich is ok... if I wasnt having so much stress over being in a group setting. its a two hour thing, so you do have to listen to everyone and put some imput in... its tough ..
I know I will get use to it soon enough, and i have to make it work for me.. Just hard not to fidget, and move arround...
uhh takes alot out of me..
I have also done my second U.A. if I pass this one, wich I know I will ... I have been clean for three years. I only have to do one everyother week... ha take that mom and dad... it never fails if I am having problems my parents mostly moy mom plays the dam drug card... I guess the thing is I am glad I dont have to go to aa, or na meatings
.. sorry to those that take offence but I am not for em hate they dont do anything for me
Well this will definatly shut her up for awhile...
~sigh~ But at least they cant say I am not trying everything that they want... At least they cant say that I am not doing it..
am still a little sad... I had a really great day yesterday and sunday... I just am glad that today is almost over. I need some rest and to recoup.. I have another group setion and counsaling tomarrow as well.... wich will conclud this weeks regimne ...
I am just about done with the stuff for Mir.. just one more thing befor she shows up tomarrow... then Ryan comes in on thursady night... uhh might get to have a drink with him friday, or we are going to go do something sat.. wooohooo uhh have missed Ryan alot he hasnt been in town for two years... We use to go to school together.. One of those we liked echother but never really took it anywhere...
then On monday my ex/ friend Chris Will be in.. His mom lives two blocks over. I cant wait till I get a chance to talk to him.. He makes me laugh even when I dont want to.. IO have a whole lota stuff for him... We might go up and see kyle too. It will be nice toi have the three of us all together...
Me Chris and Kyle all use to live together.. it was alot of fun... we use to get loaded and watch The Big Lebowski God that move rocks..
I remember we use to sit on this couch and pass out I was in the middle kyle would fall asleep on me I would fall asleep on chris and he fell asleep with his arm at the end proping his head up... uhh good times ok... well I think that I should get out of here I think I have said way to much...
Much love everyone.. I am hoping you all are doing well.. huggs to those who want em.. kisses for those who need em.. I know i so do right now..
~MaryAnne