stasiss_levine

Hey all looks like i am going to Tacoma tomarrow.. going to sepnd some time with my friend Mir woohoo I cant wait. I did get some cleaning on my computer done. Not in my roo though. I have been agonising over what to tell you so just afew randome facts is about all I am up for today *w*
1. I lost my virginty to an 18 year old I was 11
2. I lived with my sister for three years when I was a teen , in that time I learned how to take care of a one year old and a two year old . on top of cook and clean for the whole family. and go to school .
3. I use to cut up my arms just to help deal with my feelings
4.I live with a woman who isnt all there . And she hates me , tells me everyday that I was a waste of time
5. I have manged to become a careing person, kind generious and have a big heart because of said woman . I have also learned patience
6. I am for the first time in my life very happy with myself, also proud at how far I have come over the years.
7. I have never had a b-day that didnt end very badly.
8. for the first time in my life I feel like i am really starting to connect with someone
9. I am tired of my friends telling me all I need from life is a good woman. I think that in the end if i am going to be complet I need to be happy with myself. If not then No one is going to be happy with me
10. I have gotten to a point in my life where I am tired of hearing "your not my type" , or " I am not intrested in you"
ok I cant think of anything else to say so I should go but I leave you with this befor i go
DURAN DURAN LYRICS

"What Happens Tomorrow"

[Verse One:]
Child, don't you worry
It's enough you're growing up in such a hurry
Brings you down, the news they sell you
To put in your mind that all mankind is a failure

[Chorus:]
But nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
We try not to show how frightened we are
If you let me - I'll protect you - however I can
You've got to believe it'll be alright in the end
You've got to believe it'll be alright again

[Verse Two:]
Fighting because we're so close
There are times we punish those who we need the most
Though we can't wait for a saviour
Only got ourselves to blame for this behaviour

[Chorus:]
And nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
We try not to show how frightened we are
It would seem lonely - if you were the only - star in the night?
You've got to believe it'll be alright in the end
You've got to believe it'll be alright again

[Guitar Solo]

[Final Chorus:]
And nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow
So don't let go, now we've come this far
Hold my hand please, understand me - we're never alone

We've got to believe it'll be alright in the end
(Nobody knows)
You've got to believe it'll be alright my friend
(Nobody knows)
And yes we believe it'll be alright again
huggs n kisses all hope to talk to you soon
~MaryAnne