starzdekay

Well.. Nathan left yesterday morning at 7:30... his flight was at 9 so he wanted to go threw sercurity early and everything.. understandable. So he left.. and i did.. back to my car.. and drove off. Was so hard.. god. 'sighs' but his deployment is Half way over so im happy about that. We got a laptop for him so he can keep in touch more often.. before i talked to him maybe once a month. sucked ass. His time home was awesome. and I love him lots. And im proud of myself in a sense.. i didnt cry this time when he left. maybe im getting used to him coming and going. 'shrugs' but i feel shitty being alone again. fuckin hate it. Right now im packing and getting shit together to move back to hicksville GA. im up in DE atm because i was having depression problems with Nathan being gone and myself being alone. missed him to much. but im getting better. He'll soon be home and we'll be a family again. cant wait i tell yah! Well... im gonna run.. got tons to do.. might be offline for a while.. but ill hurry back. ill miss all these beautiful girls and the few comments i get sometimes. later.. *K